i love me a bl but if i had died not too long ago (i don’t remember how long it’s been...

Honestly I believe what's or who's dead is gone dead ,now everyone should just move on, dead folks have no feelings

Literally

A year has passed since his wifes death. I highly doubt she would have wanted him to mourn for a decade.
Also everyone is mourning differently.

I think his wife would rather have him be in romance with someone else rather than be self destructive to himself and anyone around him while drowning himself in alcohol imo

Who knows though

When this manhwa started, a yr has passed since her death. Also, very insensitive for u to say that when ppl mourn in different ways - kissing another person sure beats his self-distructiveness

I don't get why It's insensitive, I'm not really disregarding the fact that "people mourn differently"

It's just weird, and icky, I agree with the main comment as well, he said that he was mourning, but when he assaulted her live an animal he suddenly "forgot" that his wife died? That's weird don't you think

I feel like you guys only skimmed through the chapter instead of read the dialogues and narrative properly.

ML is a S guide who have weird mushroom properties where espers would usually addicted to his guides. This is why MC get distracted and 'forgot' about his wife whenever ML guide him.

I think I just had a concussion reading that

You should. This kind of stories is bullshit anyway. What you like to drown yourself into, get addicted to it, like it love it ...ect doesn't mean it is good.

I def feel you cause wtf

Nice. I'm trying to figure out wtf I'm doing here and why am I doing what I'm doing. Reading what i'm reading and Why like it. Like, wtf?

Ppl trying to shame u for this are so wierd. U literally said if u were the wife. As in u personally wouldn't want him to move on. U didn't say that nobody should be allowed to move on from their partner omg.

right like it was never that serious…