Well yes! First times tend to be bad LOL it's just that most BLs depict first times in a wildly unrealistic way so now that we get something closer to the awkwardness of reality BL readers think it's bad ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Jigu knows fuckall abt prep and his face card made Yeowoon accept his request to procceed LOLOL ofc it's not gonna be great
I do agree but the wildly unrealistic element is what we're reading BLs for real life already delivers lolol. I guess for a sex scene like this, id rather see yeowon stand up for himself and admit that he needs more prep rather than push on.
GMND has been one of my fav slowburns so its just underwhelming to see their first time like this :''') ah well, i support the authors work

The smut was so hurtful to read
I hate when it's so painful for the bottom