I told myself that I can't kill myself till all the mangas and manwhas I like don't end. B...

Shinon256 November 18, 2019 7:31 pm

I told myself that I can't kill myself till all the mangas and manwhas I like don't end. But as I see pace of uploading some of them(sekaiitchi,viewfinder,...) i am gonna be here for a long time

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    Sanyfan15 November 18, 2019 7:37 pm

    Same ╥﹏╥

    cutcraz November 18, 2019 7:40 pm

    Are you serious about killing yourself

    zgaah-chan November 18, 2019 7:42 pm

    If you actually believe that maybe you should just do it

    cutcraz November 18, 2019 7:45 pm
    If you actually believe that maybe you should just do it zgaah-chan

    Please don't say it like that this could be serious

    zgaah-chan November 18, 2019 7:48 pm
    Are you serious about killing yourself cutcraz

    Its probably a lame suicide joke and if it was real they probably shouldn't be posting that kind of shit tbh(as in instead of posting shit like this they would get help or help themselves)

    zgaah-chan November 18, 2019 7:49 pm
    Please don't say it like that this could be serious cutcraz

    If it was she wouldn't be here and if the only thing that makes her want to live is a manga then maybe she should just do it and get it over with

    ~ Meow ~ November 18, 2019 8:17 pm
    If it was she wouldn't be here and if the only thing that makes her want to live is a manga then maybe she should just do it and get it over with zgaah-chan

    Actually a lot of people motivate themselves to keep living with stuff like that, so this isn't a laughing matter.

    zgaah-chan November 18, 2019 8:20 pm
    Actually a lot of people motivate themselves to keep living with stuff like that, so this isn't a laughing matter. ~ Meow ~

    I wasn't really joking if a person can't value their life as much as they value some fiction story online then they probably should end it(or get help idk)

    Shinon256 November 18, 2019 8:28 pm
    If it was she wouldn't be here and if the only thing that makes her want to live is a manga then maybe she should just do it and get it over with zgaah-chan

    I visit psychiatrist, he also told me that I try to mask my troubles by making (shitty) jokes. I meant it as a joke, but it is also true, because when I feel really shitty, I go and reread some of the old manga. It isn't even about the manga itself, but it reminds me of a simpler times. And I don't solely live on manga, I also have friends and family, but they wouldn't be able to give me feelings of nostalgy like some mangas. Idk if I made it clear

    ~ Meow ~ November 18, 2019 8:31 pm
    I wasn't really joking if a person can't value their life as much as they value some fiction story online then they probably should end it(or get help idk) zgaah-chan

    Well if they think of suicide most probably don't value their life, but this doesn't mean they need to kill themselves .

    Small things to motivate their will to live is enough. And it's not about the fiction story. Is to think of something to hold on. IDK.

    zgaah-chan November 18, 2019 8:33 pm
    I visit psychiatrist, he also told me that I try to mask my troubles by making (shitty) jokes. I meant it as a joke, but it is also true, because when I feel really shitty, I go and reread some of the old manga... Shinon256

    Good on you shinon

    NotKim November 18, 2019 9:23 pm
    Good on you shinon zgaah-chan

    You're a gross and disgusting person. You assumed someone's mental health and told them to off themself if they were really serious about suicide Instead of back tracking with a weak "g-good on you" because you realized they're serious why don't you own up to your mistake and apologize? God, some users on this site just fucking blow me away.

    Mariax141 November 18, 2019 9:25 pm

    if you’re serious about this please please get some help!

    zgaah-chan November 18, 2019 10:00 pm
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    Thx for the Advice dude(*´﹀`*)

    zgaah-chan November 18, 2019 10:01 pm
    You're a gross and disgusting person. You assumed someone's mental health and told them to off themself if they were really serious about suicide Instead of back tracking with a weak "g-good on you" because you... NotKim

    That was my mom said to me to

    zgaah-chan November 18, 2019 10:02 pm
    That was my mom said to me to zgaah-chan

    Too*

    Kaito.Hat November 18, 2019 10:15 pm
    That was my mom said to me to zgaah-chan

    she's right :/

    zgaah-chan November 18, 2019 10:21 pm
    she's right :/ Kaito.Hat

    Ik my dad said so too...

    shyshyshy November 18, 2019 11:10 pm
    Well if they think of suicide most probably don't value their life, but this doesn't mean they need to kill themselves . Small things to motivate their will to live is enough. And it's not about the fiction sto... ~ Meow ~

    You are right, this is not a laughing matter. I try to kill myself before, but since I can't swallow them all at once, so I take the pills one by one, and each pills I took, there is a voice or whatever like 'If you die now, you haven't had your first kiss yet', and then I replied 'then I'll die as virgin mary', when I took another one, the voice say 'you''ll go to hell', and I said 'I was going to end up in hell anyway, why don't make it sooner', and at 7 pills, the voice say ''You''ll never find out about the black organization Boss (Detective Conan), and you wouldn't get to see Ren and Kyoko married and all (Skip Beat) and then I stop taking more pills. It's not about the manga, it's about the instinct to survived, to hold on to something matter, no matter how trivial or small it is. If I remember it now, I laughed at it thinking haw lame it is, but it's happened and that saved me.

    People really shouldn't underestimate how damaged the mind of suicidal person can be and make jokes out of it. Sometimes when people left a message saying they are gong to commit suicide, before they do it, they actually want to be saved, but sometimes it's just too late.

    ~ Meow ~ November 19, 2019 7:49 pm
    You are right, this is not a laughing matter. I try to kill myself before, but since I can't swallow them all at once, so I take the pills one by one, and each pills I took, there is a voice or whatever like 'I... shyshyshy

    To kill yourself using pills is very painful. Pls get help and talk to people around who love you when you are felling bad.
    It's very brave to find even a small things to keep living another day <3