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I get it, he was so convinced it was love and that he was all he needed that it drove him crazy, partly because I think he realized it was no longer love and the other with proving it was, some how those contradictions drove him crazy and he begin to force the situation, it's a bit sad because for him it was love but for the uke I think this is his real first love...

I kind started to feel bad for the blond guy at the end