I'm bitter. Well, at least they didn't stop later but that was gross. Alex did worst but h...

angie May 30, 2020 9:00 am

I'm bitter. Well, at least they didn't stop later but that was gross. Alex did worst but he also took accountability and learned... MD didn't learn. He will use this to manipulate Chanwoo later into their relationship. That's really a shame.
And yes Chanwoo is not a saint but MD was a whole different level. It's like saying you can be raped for breaking up with someone.

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    Kiki May 30, 2020 9:57 am
    Exactly.... Thank you. I feel like talking with the wall. I don't know it these people are too young to understand obvious manipulation or abuse or just... Don't care. I don't understand. Biss

    Yeah.. And MD is supposed to know all this through his telepathic abilities

    Biss May 30, 2020 10:00 am
    Yeah.. And MD is supposed to know all this through his telepathic abilities Kiki

    He is experienced Dom and even a random reader can see how Chanwoo is uncomfortable... What are we even talking about. He saw how abused Chanwoo was in the past.

    angie May 30, 2020 10:00 am
    Well technically you already finished reading Alex and DG’s story so obviously you know that Jiwon took accountability and learned. MD and Chanwoo’s story isn’t even finished yet, so how can you say that ... plinky25

    I guess that's another perspective to look at things, and I hope you are right and MD will learn and that his actions came from a different point of view. I could be wrong of course, that's how the story came through to me for now. I might change my opinion later on and I hope I will. As I've seen it, thought, MD was enjoying himself. He had fun with it. And it's actually more sinister in comparition to Alex, that was unreasonable due to his anger. MD was caculating all along and enjoing it as well. He was awere to the situation and the weight of his actions. That's atleast how I took when I saw the smiles he had everytime he looked at Chanwoo. That is why I believe he won't learn. Again, I hope I'm wrong.
    I agree this is way healthier then the other BDSM stories out there. That's actually why I'm disapointed. If it was any other story I probably wouldnt cared, but they had a great thing going.

    angie May 30, 2020 10:06 am
    You're right, MD is aware of the abuse and even warned Chanwoo to stop jumping into r/s so easily and haphazardly. And chanwoo's fear to losing his r/s with MD because it was the only stable one, how on earth d... Kiki

    But MD was smiling, he knew what he was doing LMAO

    Shizu-chan^^ May 30, 2020 10:16 am
    Yeah we should consider someone notusing safe word while being nearly strangled to deat normal. Or getting in another and another abusive relationship. He IS a victim of abuse and it shows. Biss

    Can you give Chanwoo a chance to speak for himself next chapter? No one knows themself better than the person themself. You can’t expect MD to act clear-mindedly after being rejected like that, who can? It doesn’t excuse what he did, but its up to Chanwoo to decide what to do next because at least MD isn’t the kind of man who would emotionally manipulate Chanwoo into going out with him, he doesn’t even know he has feelings for him yet.

    angie May 30, 2020 10:17 am
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    Totally. I really wanted MD to help him especially knowing how good MD in reading people and how focused he was about Chanwoo. I really hoped he'll back down sooner:/

    angie May 30, 2020 10:22 am
    Read Momentum.... BJ Alex is horrible representation of BDSM.Yeah seems legit. Hurt someone both mentally and physically, manipulate them, force to do things (under pseudo consent impacted by conditions) he doe... Biss

    I'm actually so scared of momentum cause it seems tragic and I'm scared XD Am I missing out?
    And yes honestly I'm so sad that happend cause up till now they had such a great relationship;___; The mains were rotten from the start, but this was goodd I'n frusterated.

    Biss May 30, 2020 10:22 am
    Can you give Chanwoo a chance to speak for himself next chapter? No one knows themself better than the person themself. You can’t expect MD to act clear-mindedly after being rejected like that, who can? It do... Shizu-chan^^

    It's yaoi. Of course he will forgive him and we will pretend nothing bad happened.

    Biss May 30, 2020 10:25 am
    I'm actually so scared of momentum cause it seems tragic and I'm scared XD Am I missing out?And yes honestly I'm so sad that happend cause up till now they had such a great relationship;___; The mains were rott... angie

    I sincerely recommend. It's good but you are right it's rather heavy title at times. But really poetic and mature one.

    angie May 30, 2020 10:30 am
    I sincerely recommend. It's good but you are right it's rather heavy title at times. But really poetic and mature one. Biss

    I'll check it out aginst my better judgement then XD thanks~

    angie May 30, 2020 10:39 am
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    Now I'm even more scared XD I need some mental preperation before going into it XD

    Shizu-chan^^ May 30, 2020 11:13 am
    It's yaoi. Of course he will forgive him and we will pretend nothing bad happened. Biss

    Of course bad things happen? Why would Chanwoo ever pretend nothing that emotionally scarring happened to him? Ofc course he’ll still think about it even if the author doesn’t show it jesus but U AINT CHANWOO. Yes its yaoi but I’m gonna firmly say that a) Chanwoo couldve left the moment he hated it period. Just because you were digusted by that and wouldn’t forgive it doesn’t mean that Chanwoo wouldn’t. BJ MD better be prove he’s sorry for that play, yes People change and people also have have flaws. Please keep that in mind

    plinky25 May 30, 2020 11:44 am
    I guess that's another perspective to look at things, and I hope you are right and MD will learn and that his actions came from a different point of view. I could be wrong of course, that's how the story came t... angie

    Lmao well I guess MD smiling comes from his sadist side after all (don’t come for me i don’t actually know if there’s much of a difference between being a sadist and a dom). (I’ve seen some crazy sadist stuff, there were some that just loved dominating and humiliating their sub to the max and another where it was so violent that I thought the sub needed to go to the hospital after their “play.”) (btw the ones I’m talking about is one where a sadistic girl tells a masochistic boy to jump into the school pool naked. And the other one was the uke wasn’t actually too into pain, liked it tho, gave consent, but the sadist guy literally was so into it he smashed the uke’s head into the floor maybe a couple times). I do of course know that MD took it too far, but I believe his intentions were to let Chanwoo decide for himself to stop their relationship.

    Biss May 30, 2020 11:47 am
    Of course bad things happen? Why would Chanwoo ever pretend nothing that emotionally scarring happened to him? Ofc course he’ll still think about it even if the author doesn’t show it jesus but U AINT CHANW... Shizu-chan^^

    Literally I have no strength. Chanwoo is just fictional character so even if he cut off his arm and author would write he wi forgive him... It would be like that.
    Abuse shouldn't be ever justified.
    We have to point out it was manipulative and abusive behaviour.
    But his consent was impacted by threat. You seriously don't see it.

    Biss May 30, 2020 11:56 am
    Lmao well I guess MD smiling comes from his sadist side after all (don’t come for me i don’t actually know if there’s much of a difference between being a sadist and a dom). (I’ve seen some crazy sadist... plinky25

    So you are a believer that you can do anything for "greater" good? And who MD is to be entitled to play with Chanwoo and manipulate him like that even if his intentions were good.
    And it wasn't about being sadistist. He clearly enjoyed the situation.

    angie May 30, 2020 11:57 am
    Lmao well I guess MD smiling comes from his sadist side after all (don’t come for me i don’t actually know if there’s much of a difference between being a sadist and a dom). (I’ve seen some crazy sadist... plinky25

    Oh, that's great you know that it was too fae cause there are some that just totally chose to think this is just fine... which is sad. I agree that the next chapter will determine more about their relationship and I might have reached here and there but I don't think MD can make up for everything he did. Just from my point of view. Either way I hope they'll be happy and healthy~

    Also WTF did you read oh boiXDDD

    plinky25 May 30, 2020 12:23 pm
    So you are a believer that you can do anything for "greater" good? And who MD is to be entitled to play with Chanwoo and manipulate him like that even if his intentions were good. And it wasn't about being sadi... Biss

    Bro. I never even said that. See this is the whole problem with assuming things, words that were never made were suddenly pressed onto me. And I dunno if you know what a sadist is but it basically is a person who enjoys seeing someone in pain, humiliated, cry, etc. so that’s pretty much just being a sadist (aka enjoying it)

    Biss May 30, 2020 12:27 pm
    Bro. I never even said that. See this is the whole problem with assuming things, words that were never made were suddenly pressed onto me. And I dunno if you know what a sadist is but it basically is a person w... plinky25

    He was sadistic but sadism wasn't main point why he was smirking. He smirked also in cafe.

    plinky25 May 30, 2020 12:32 pm
    He was sadistic but sadism wasn't main point why he was smirking. He smirked also in cafe. Biss

    A sadist is a type of person who enjoys seeing those stuff, it doesn’t have to be an adjective or noun. He may naturally enjoy seeing someone in certain situations that others normally wouldn’t like seeing.

    Biss May 30, 2020 12:42 pm
    A sadist is a type of person who enjoys seeing those stuff, it doesn’t have to be an adjective or noun. He may naturally enjoy seeing someone in certain situations that others normally wouldn’t like seeing. plinky25

    Ok I agree but it looks like his sadism was mainly focuse on Chanwoo. It didn't look like he enjoyed humiliating the other guy.
    It looks more like grudge/plan being fulfiled than pure sadistic reasoning