
hey,... uhm i don’t want to bother you but i kinda have the same problem. i’ve liked a girl in the past and also a guy. im scared that this will be revealed so i push myself to like guys so i don’t get disowned by my parents. i’m really, really scared about this situation... it’s not like im lying to myself that i like men. i just don’t know anymore.. i don’t know anything anymore.

I had felt similar confusion growing up, to the point where I buried it deep until I was forced to see it again years later. Your sexuality can differ because it’s a feeling. Also take into consideration that sex and romance are not always on the same hand. Even though I read smut, I am not a sexual person. It is not something I seek or crave for myself. But romantically I can love anyone, without concern of their genitalia, but them as a person (which is why I find it hard to admit when I ‘like-like’ someone). If you’ve like a girl before, then so be it. If you happen to like a man, than so be it. There is no straight path, just go with what you are comfortable with or are interested in. I know that having a term to relate to can help mentally, so go with one and if it changes then so be it.
How do I know my sexuality? Sometimes I feel like I am bi, sometimes full-on straight. I am attracted to some girls and some guys but then I think I am straight but I am probably not but then I think...fkajfklsdjfl;sdkfojes wtf is wrong with me? help me?