
One thing we should keep in mind reading this is the time line of this manhwa
Its about many years ago
There is this huge gap between people based on their social status
And the law isn't based exactly what is right but who is the person in question
What I'm trying to say is there are things that are important and ethical now but just didnt Matter before and if this was based on this century what these two people had was not even close to romance and completely wrong
I always understood that and tried to consider it reading it and not to be as disturbed as I was with other manhwas , But still what Seungho did to him in this chapter knowing he actually loves him and he knows it too, yet willing to hurt him as much is he can without a second thought makes me really feel bad
I think the author is not considering the romance and the plot as they should
I mean there are other manhwas people actually read for the yaoi and the hot scenes and enjoy it
But this one we follow it for the plot and their relationship
So a rape scene with this much force and VERY detailed is just unnecessary and wrong
I just think this was out of order and ruining the whole thing we got so far with them
Idk where the author is going with this
But I hope we wont be disappointed

People don't change overnight. Seungho is still fragile so to rely on violence when he is betrayed is expected. I feel bad for Nakyum but it would actually be weirder if Seungho didn't resort to rape after being betrayed. He was only hoping Nakyum felt the same way but he was never sure if Nakyum really did. Plus with Nakyum showing affection was still not enough to make Seungho understand that their feelings were mutual. Not that Nakyum lacked affection but there was not enough time. I get where Seungho's coming from and Nakyum for not speaking up.
Someone really has to clear things for them. And it's Mr Kim.

I fucking hate how Henry deeply and truly believes being gay it something demonic and you can give it to someone like a disease
I fucking hate people who make a person resent himself for the rest of his life , not letting himself to feel the smallest amount of love
And the fact that these things still happens and there are many people who do that just makes my blood boils
I really wanted to read this again
And this one now has smexy scenes too
I'm so glad yeyyy ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭