Wow.
I just finished this manga, and I'm actually speechless... This is unlike anything I've read before.
This story is absolutely engrossing, and captivating, it's like something so "wrong" that you can't rip your eyes away from. The disgust, fear, anger, happiness, pity, sadness, and coldness you feel while reading this piece is absolutely masterful. This author is one of a kinda, and I have SO MUCH admiration for their highly gruesome and beautiful writing.
I can't express how much I LOVE the thrill of this story, how you both love and hate all the characters to some extent. How you are thrown into reading and seeing some VERY graphic and sexually abusive relationships, and how the author immediately makes the reader uncomfortable but curious. Hell, I despised Yashiro at first when he planted cameras in Kuga & Kagayama's rooms, and I still don't know how I feel about him- he's so unbelievably broken (or rather, he's not broken but at least was broken and pieced together misshapenly) that I just want to give him a hug. I think what we all want is for him to find a way to open his heart up, to actually comprehend love and stop digging himself into a deeper hole/taking the easy way out. But I know it's that TORTURE we all feel that keeps us on our toes and keeps us reading. And honestly, that struggle with Yashiro's ability to comprehend love versus Doumeki who will absolutely not give up on Yashiro. And deep down while reading this you're praying they can finally fall in love and be happy, but you KNOW that will never happen. At least not easily. And you KNOW this relationship is far from perfectly healthy, even if it's love.
There are just SO MANY fascinating layers to this manga, and I could honestly go on forever about all aspects of it- but I'll keep it simple and wrap it up here: this piece, just like Yashiro, is so wonderfully beautiful, disturbing, and gruesome in so many ways that it makes the heart ache. Thank you, Author, for your dedication and hard work in creating and continuing this story.
(P.S. Nanahara deserves more recognition. Doumeki genuinely deserves so much better, and I have been compelled to literally throw hands with Yashiro for his sake. Mesumi scares me- creepy old man. Sugimoto is my favorite character.)
Anyways! I can't wait for the next chapter! Anyone who wishes to discuss this piece further feel free to comment! I love talking about and analyzing stories like these! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I totally feel yashiro.. Bcuz there is ppl whom they wish happiness for others over themselves also they somehow feel like being Wiz him will make him suffer.. And I also afraid to open my heart and it may broken again.. Or like I don't want anyone to open my wound even I desperately want someone to come.... But still afraid... Afraid that if I let my guard down I would see how miserable I was and how I was in need to this... It will be too much for me...
And then what will happen if he didn't take it or like take responsibility and feel he was wrong that he can't Handel my misery and my greeve..and After I hardly open up... Now what can I do... My broken heart and soul that I tried so hard to collect them over years... Will vanish just like that... I will die..
No no.. I won't do that... So I will leave him
I think yashiro need time to relize his true love and need for domiki...
That domiki has to give him some time and space.. And act with the act of pull and push kindly... To show him that he capable of handling his past and present and future... And will. Make him forget all the misery and grieve and suffer... I like Sooo much the last chapter and how mature domiki became and his act....
I think if he continue on this phase.. He will get yashiro easily.. Like yashiro will surrender to his kindness and love.....
Some ppl don't need straightforward love... They need time that show the other person how he really serious and capable of their words
this-- my heart--
Jaemin, Juhyo, I'm so proud of both of you and I lovE you.
I seriously can't express how beautifully written this story is, and we're only a few chapters in. I absolutely adore them, and honestly nothing is sweeter than Jaemin giving Juhyo the flowers and congratulating him on graduating. An absolute tearjerker, honestly that's beyond simple but beyond sweet and aa my heart--
JUST STARTED THIS BECAUSE IT WAS SUGGESTED TO ME, AND HOLY SHIT I LOVE THIS OS FUCKING MUCH.
GOD I'M SO PROUD OF JUHYO, LOOK AT HIM GO!!!! DO IT, PUT THAT BASTARD IN HIS PLACE!!! I CAN'T EXPRESS HOW HAPPY I AM TO READ A STORY THAT HAS SUCH GOOD REPRESENTATION AND WHERE THE MAIN COUPLE LITERALLY MAKES MY HEART GO WHOOOSH LIKE I LOVE THEM BOTH SO MUCH.
ALSO AHEM LESBIANS? THANK YOU. AMEN. I WISH MY GIRLS A VERY PLEASANT EVENING AND MWAH I LOVE THEM. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Ayyo i'm back anywho--
I have to say, I'm very very very happy with season 2. To be honest, the psychological thriller and deep moral questioning was fascinating and honestly, I'M REALLY FUCKING PROUD OF COLIN. Goddamn I was absolutely ecstatic when he started getting his revenge, and I'm SO HAPPY the author didn't force him into a relationship with Gabriel/Raphael, considering how obviously toxic it was.
I'm proud of Colin for sticking up for himself, and the fact he lost feelings for that bastard. YOU GO, BABY. I wish him the best, and a 3rd season would be very much appreciated! I really want to see Colin find someone he actually loves, and who actually loves him: he deserves a true and healthy relationship. (づ￣ ³￣)づ
also was I the only one who got a weird vibe from the season 1 couple? Like Songwoo/Daniel? wasn't the problem but the other one? Ew? Something felt up and wrong with him, he was so grossly controlling... but i mean they both seem happy now so whatever floats their boat--
Tbh the season 2 ending wasn’t satisfactory to me. Raphael is still hiding things from him (the fact that he still remembers), and the fact that he still has feelings for him. It feels so incomplete; however, I am happy with colins character and actions.
BYE I CANT WITH THIS ITS OS BAD BUT THAST WHY ITS OS FUNNY I CANTASLDFJKDLF
DO PEOAPLE THINK THIS IS HOT?/ IS THIS IRONIC? I CANT BERATH WHY HE POOPIN EGGS I CANT WHY- ALSO HOW ARE HIS MILKIES THAT HUGE I CANTASLKFJ
THE MEMES
GOD THE LAST MEME WAS SSO ACCURATE BYE THE SECONDHAND EMBARRASSMENT I HAD WAS ASTRONOMICAL
Ok ok i get they're both drunk but daMN-- this- this doesn't sit right. ffs fUCK YOU HWAN. chiwoo was too drunk and didn't remember this.... but yet hwan did. FFS I'M READY TO BEAT THIS MANS UP EW. Chiwoo, sweety, you deserve so much better i'm so sorry b-
Just like it would still be murder If your drunk drive and accidentaly killed someone, being drunk isn't a excuse to r4p3 someone, it's still r4p3.
YES FRFR like no consent?.. everyday i hate hwan more and more