Cuz he had it aince he was small child , for child of that age to have mental illness that sever it not normal specially when it seem his house was not abusive , his mother seem like loving mam so what caused his mental illness . . Also the sister kind pissed me of just cuz you care about your brother doesn't mean you interfer with his love life like that , so annoying .
I think Yule likely has borderline personality disorder with core psychopathic traits. He was traumatized by his mother’s death and growing up, everyone ostracized/blamed him for it. So yeah, his developed concept of receiving and giving love was broken. He has a tendency to destroy things/relationships whenever he is aware of their significance to him. He lost his mother whom he grew very attached to, so with his reasoning, he would rather destroy something precious to him before he loses it likely to avoid pain from the loss. My guess is that he started to grow attached to Kyung Soo or that he was starting to have feelings for him, so out of fear of losing him, decided to break Kyung Soo and drive him away with the gang rape. That or, he orchestrated the gang rape to test Kyung Soo’s love for him and plainly to see if he could do it. I think his borderline tendencies make him unstable and obsessive with Kyung Soo in a way that he always feel “empty” or like an empty being that requires Kyung Soo to fill his sense of self. He has an intense fear of Kyung Soo abandoning him, so he went through whatever means (rape, manipulation/blackmail) to chain or make Kyung Soo stay with him.
I think borderline and psychopathic traits complement each other, but do share one similarity: emotional dysregulation and Yule is a model example of that with his impulsivity and pretty much solving things with rape and manipulation/blackmail. Of course, the author prolly just made Yule as evil as you could get without actually giving him a specific mental illness...
But I think pretty much, Yule is like: I fear growing attached to someone/something and if that gets taken away from me, I rather destroy it first than lose it later on to avoid the pain that would come with that loss. Then after that someone/something precious to me is gone, fear of abandonment comes in and I need to do everything I can to get back and tie that person/thing to me. Like a yo-yo, back and forth.
Sorry for the long response, Yule is essentially a psychopathic ass, haha (⌒▽⌒).
How can you like your sibling in romantic way , just looking at them make me feel funny , like I can never imagine a romantic relationship with one my sibling , yeah when I was child I had crush on my older brother and thought he was cool but as I grow up and understood what relationship is between lovers I couldn't imagine relationship like that with any my sibling , incest is just weird in real life but in yaoi it turn me on ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Saying stuff like " even woman like her " , " that she not feminine " , and he judt keep having those disgusting thoughts about her when she did nothing to him , yeah you have gender issues and can't come out cuz you afraid of lossing people around you , but blaming others for your misfortune and wishing bad stuff to them and even hating on them like that is just disgusting and show how selfish you are .. make me not want to feel sorry for him anymore .. ayumi is very cute and nice girl , too bad she seem to fell in love with wrong guy .
they’re just envious that even a woman who’s considered masculine is considered more of a woman than they are...even if ayumi is masculine she still has a womanly body and it makes them more aware of how unfeminine they are. yuji isn’thating on her it’s more of them projecting their self hate
just having those thoughts are normal it’s not as if they outrightly are acting on anything so why should you feel disgusted?just because someone isn’t perfect doesn’t be mean they don’t deserve sympathy
Also just him envious women for having women body is like how fat people hate on fit and skinny people cuz they have good body while they not , just like how fit people work to get perfect body while fat peoplr don't , he also have not made any effort to change his life for better and want to find someone to blame .. and by the way that girl is in no way masculine she ver feminine and cute even before she wear skirt or put make up .
Are we reading the same manga? Point out the exact page and chapter where it indicates Yuji blames others for being for her being trans? Being jealous and blaming someone are two completely different things. Does the girl Yuji ONCE thought something mean about deserve that sort of negativity? No. But do I think you are being way too critical towards Yuji because of it? Yes.
And you say Yuji should just "focus on his own life and happiness" But how? Do you think coming out is easy? Do you know how trans people are treated? The violence instigated towards them? The suicide rate? The lack of acceptance from family and friends? The denial of its existence? I honestly doubt it since you think all Yuji's problems will go away if she "just too focused on what other people are gonna say"
P.S trans people's envy of cis people is in NO WAY similar to fat people hating on thin people because they're jealous. Your ignorance is astounding.
I don’t know how things are in your country but it’s not that easy coming out as a transgender especially here in Japan. Sure they appear in TV but it’s only acceptable because it’s TV. We have a saying in Japan “a needle that sticks out should be hammered back in” meaning that everyone should stick to the normal social standards and those who do not will be treated as trash until they are forced to stick with it. In Japan if you are even a little bit different from everyone else you are automatically a freak and treated as trash. I should know been there done that. I’m a very outspoken person and I always voice out my opinions but that is not accepted here so I was often warned by my teachers and my classmates would ignore and try to bully me (although I thwarted all of their attempts so the bullying did stop but that was because I happened to be a incredibly thick skinned person who doesn’t give a damn about what society thinks about me and I had a family who will always support me no matter what happens). Those kind of things happened just because I was a little different from everyone else now imagine what it would be like to be someone from the LGBT community. They are mercilessly bullied not only by their classmates but by the teachers, the whole entire school and even by society. They are treated like they are some sort of germs that nobody wants to catch. In lots of cases they are even chased out by their families. In such a close minded society it’s difficult for people to come out.










Much appreciated ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~