evryone around him is trash and now we're gonna face the fact that he thinks sex is a punishment and he feels like he deserve it plot :(
To me this is kind of a realistic trauma reaction.
You're completely misunderstanding his intentions and the plot. It's not a punishment, it's a "reason" to cry and a stress relief. He wants to cry for physical pain, not emotional, and then be taken care of. I mean he spelled it out.
your comment is valid and from my understanding their meetings is yeah a distraction and he does not have to think so hard and just let it go. however this isnt a consensual bdsm in the first place and he never feel good, dread even from all the Saturday's and that is where i mean it is a consideration of punishment.
punishment doesnt need to be that uke feels like he deserves the beating, it's the aspect that we all feel like doing things that we dont like is a punishment in a way,no?
yupp and so far we never really see anyone that can reassure him that he does nothing wrong. unfortunately i think this story will develop from blackmail and SA to the seme being the one who will be the uke's "saviour" as uke see bdsm in a way that he can let all his emotions out. i just wish he could go to therapy and start collecting evidence about the power abuse he is going through
Ya… I really resonate with this character. When you are used to depending on people who also abuse you (family, boss) it is easy to internalize a lot of that as self blame and to turn to those same people for more abuse/punishment and support. I hope this character is able to grow but alas it is a yaoi lol. Still prob gonna read to see where it will go.
Agree that it's not consensual bdsm. But I'm hopeful that him asking for a session like this can lead into that when he realizes he can ask for such a thing any time not just Saturdays. Right now he is using Saturdays as an excuse for the session. See I disagree that he doesn't like it, and so that's why I disagree with your saying it's like a punishment. Pain and pleasure both male you feel very very vulnerable. He's right now wanting both so he doesn't have to feel or think. It's an escape almost more like a drug or alcohol rather than a punishment in my opinion. But your opinion is valid too! :)
as a fellow follower from behind at the current ch 37 im scared for the future seeing how the comment section reacts to ch 44....im definitely not curious enough to read the future plot
whoever is reading this, im here again and i still haven't found my shin after all these years on earth...me when
dw me too i'll just settle on shin ramyun srsly
Shin ramyun is the only the only shin we have
CRYING LMAO
I wish i haven't discovered this while it's ongoing IM STARVING AAAA but jigu is so cute also when will the stalker plot will be unveiled i cant wait
her necklace is so pretty in the last panel i wish i can hold it for her while she's busy hunting
nahhh wouldve fucking shoved the letter at taesung's face and say a big I TOLD YOU SO but noooooo he just needs to meet the mentioned perpetrator alone
FR I'M LIKE?? WHAT KIND OF DUMBASS PLAN IS THIS
It's like the typical horror story when the characters went to search for the ghost instead of being a normal being and run like where is your survival instinct baby
to this dear manhwa
now let me say I'm the biggest hater
I hate the way that you walk, the way that you talk, I hate the way that you dress
facts
This!!