
It's so painful. She tried to tell him something but she lacked the word for it. Can't comprehend it fully. Scared like a tiny beast surviving. Im in pain. Fuck. She want to save him in her way she thought would be the safest but she's unsure. Didn't have the common sense and a proper way of thinking cuz of all that abuse befallen her. Chat this is it. Im going to crumble to dust. Im so sad.

Jian never asked for any of this. Everyday must've been hard for him too. He.. he's suicidal. I'm so sorry for him. This is breaking my heart. In that hell.. they're only both of them. The one who stay at that house. Both grew up twisted and crazy. And...unsure. unsure how to live.. how to love. Just knowing greed and posses. Doing everything they can to have what they want. What they need. To fill the..empty spot in their heart. The big gaping dark hole. Jian with drugs, obsession with sex and even.. pain and death. Jian... I want to give him a hug.
If i get Mr. Park I'll stop there. Bro is ripped and rich and sad. I'll gobble him up so good. Mr Park, i can be a better kitten than cheese. Plus he's a gentleman, cute, abd a pretty crier. A grateful man and is adorable. His wife is so stupid ngl but thank you for being stupid. OH TO BE BABIED BY MR PARK GRRHAGSHAHSGGSG. Im going feral for him. Just look at Minji in his hug. THAT LOOKS SO COMFY. I just know Mr.Park gave the bestest hug ever.
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