Jian never asked for any of this. Everyday must've been hard for him too. He.. he's suicidal. I'm so sorry for him. This is breaking my heart. In that hell.. they're only both of them. The one who stay at that house. Both grew up twisted and crazy. And...unsure. unsure how to live.. how to love. Just knowing greed and posses. Doing everything they can to have what they want. What they need. To fill the..empty spot in their heart. The big gaping dark hole. Jian with drugs, obsession with sex and even.. pain and death. Jian... I want to give him a hug.
This hit hard when you've read it.
Is it you? Have my prayers been answered?
Is it really you standing there?
Or am I dreaming once more?
You look different
Your eyes look tired
Your frame is lighter
Your smile, torn
Is it really you, my love?
I will fall in love with you
Over and over again
I don't care how where or when
No matter how long it's been you're mine
Don't tell me you're not the same person
You're always my wife and I've been waiting
Waiting...











You know what the HA HAA. HAAAA.HA HAH! remind me to?
Sun Jae in denial (Byeon woo seok in lovely runner)