I like it. Not peachy. Not romantic. All messed.. and raw emotions... even the "lack" of them. Daniel was infatuated with Ed. Logan figured Dan out really fast cause he fell in love with him.
Daniel was lucky to have Logan as a friend/lover and was real with him he opened Dan's eyes to reality and Daniel eventually understood what Logan was trying to explian him. Their friendshio actually helped them stay/be together.
The thing I loved the most about this was that all the character had so much passion for their couple. All the intercourse scenes were so simple but beautifully done. Loved them. Also everything was consensual and beautiful.
My favorite couple was Leto + Ein cause really developed as a couple and complemented eacjh other. Minsuk + Bexan where so funny.. OMG! Their eyes were so funny... hilarious.
Really enjoyed binge reading it. So worth it.
Their love is so intense. They are both learning what real love is and the importance of communicating with those around. Been honest with those that care for you.
Jaeha went through so many things that I don't blame him for all his mistakes. Starting at home then in college No one really cared for him. The only way he had to cope with things was running away from them which only hurt him and those around him. He is inmature with his emotions and feelings. He doesn't know what he wants. He just go with the flow and deals with the aftermath.
Eunho on the contrary... he had a solid family and their support. Even Jaeha supported him. He is more mature emotionally and confronts his issues. He knows what he wants. He is full of love something that Jaeha take for granted.
This is just part of the differences that make this story so intersting. One is looking to runaway from everything while the other is just trying to hold on to everything he has.
------ Side note ____
I relate to Eunho's love for Jaeha. Loving someone for so many years is exausting and it consumes you... it really is. It's a battle where you can either win or loose... you just have to fight it and know when to stop or move on. Love is an amazing and sad thing at the same time... it can make you or break you.
Don't take people love for granted. Respect it. Appreciate it. This doesn't mean that you have to accept it but be clear on honest if there is no way you can reciprocate the love you're given.











everythhing was great until chapter 5 (domestic violence justified) and chapter 6 (grooming... pedophelia) the rest where good.