I want to read this but I will wait for more chapters cause the waiting will drive me nuts. Also... love the title.
I felt so good reading this. Good as in I totally related to the story. I have been there. I have felt this way so many times. Yes it has it's sexy moments but all the other emotions and how they address mental health like depression is what makes this webtoon GREAT!
I could really feel their pain, the growth, the uncertainity of what living and surviving is. It was WONDERFUL. You will laugh, ponder and cry so much so be ready to enjoy this roller-coaster.
----Side note-----
Remember it's is NOT EASY, it might not be fast paced but YOU CAN MOVE ON and LIVE ON. We all deserve to fight for our lives. Be kind to others. You never know what others go through even when you see them smiling. Be kind.
I enjoyed so much. The role plays. the mind games the love and everything. All the character and the side stories where so good. Kind of happy they don't all ended together cause in their situation it wouldn't work but I am glad that they all got their well deserved ending.
Re... reading....
That "little whore" comment from the servant worked Namkyun really bad and Seungho is not having it.
This time Seungho didn't start the sex.
Actually he only said to NK "Strip!"
Later on as things got heated "I told you to strip not to do all of this" which him question him "What made you submissivee all of the sudden?" then NK asks if he doesn't like it... that he will do whatever he wants and SH asks again "Why are you been so obidient and submissive?" with NK not answering him he went crazy... he eyes went crazy.
I think he didn't like NK behaving like that. Like the other guys with whom he had meaningless sex and he became tired of.
He was surely enjoying the sex and NK acting like a whore but he didn't understand the reason why he was behaving like this.
There was a different mood when they started and after SH starts questioning NK. behave like he was just there He was not feeling NK at that moment. He got angry, got rough and went harder.
I can't wait for next chapter and see what NK replies and well they work this one out!
THIS!
This is such a roller coaster and I love it.
I had a lot of ideas after reading this.
I can't wait for the next chapter.
I feel that SH wants to understand NK "new" sumbission. I really think that NK is confused about his feelings and his place in SH life/house.
NK "liked and felt nice" the last time he slept with SH. He now believes it is no use to runaway.
SH is constantly showering him with gifts and care. This is the way SH shows his love for NK. People tell him that master favors him.
He got carried away jerking to his Master memories so the feelings are there.
Then again... that "little whore" comment from the servant sent him back to reality. As if he was saying you might not be a servant but you are still master's whore and nothing else no matter how much he favors you
Therefore he just gave in the worst way possible for SH... cause SH likes him been submissive and obidient like any master would... but NOT in this context... as a surrender with no emotions or attachment.
It is pretty clear that SH considers NK someone important for him besides just having sex with him... but since he is not used to this type of relationship and expressing his feelings it will be a rocky and painful road for them to get there.
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I wonder what happen with SH before he became who he is now and his family totally forsake him. I sense there is a story that we still don't know.
They surely don't waste time. Straight to the point. I like it. Rough from the start.
He finally said he is gay.... we all knew but I bet he is crrying cause he finally said it out loud. And the fact that the kid just stayed there and consolled him is great. Looking forward to this side story.
I don't think it was a good time to confess. Just let it flow it's natural way. You will get there.
I enjoyed all the couples. All the backstories where dramatic but they all moved on. I liked all the side stories that explain part of the past from most of the characters. All the couples and characters were lovely in their own particular way.