
Now this is more like an actual movie script rather than a simple BL webtoon. The characters are fleshed out to the minutest details, none of the characters are morally pure. They all have their flaws and strength, they all make mistakes and fumble while recovering from it, the pacing is oddly realistic like I can see a real life couple going through this for real. I loved the fact that seme was not just depicted as a jerk but as someone who was simply strongheaded who was....perhaps the best partner for the uke. He guided him and did not toy with either his own emotions or that of others. The uke was a fighter, like he wasn't just a frail man dealing with a debilitating issue, but he was genuinely trying to traverse through it all while also struggling with crippling depression.
The breakup scenes were heart wrenchingly realistic, the confusion, the hurt and most importantly the guilt associated with it.
The 2nd ml...i got to give it to him, he was a committed lover, but who can blame him from wanting to move on from a trauma? He is a wonderful lover but also someone willing to learn and support.

The fact that this couple is like someone i know in real life already makes it worse. I feel like Nekota Yunezou tries to represent realistic experimental couples rather than established ones. Its interesting, because in each case there is one character who is out and gay and says stuff which makes me think the mangaka KNOWS they are writing about stereotypes. Look at Eleketel Delusion and Hidoku Shinaide. The mangaka clearly moves around gay bars in Tokyo and picks up convos of people who are coming out or are still in the closet. Is it harmful? Hell yes it is. Its detestable. But then we know the world is full of idiots like that.
A masterpiece, the story isn't something spectacular but the storytelling was simply marvelously done. Like you'd never realize before you find yourself rooting for the characters.