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While i do appreciate Jean with other people in my heart of hearts i still think he and Marco belong together. I'm kind of rooted in my old ships, i'm not afraid to stray and look at other forms but i'll always go back to JeanxMarco. I am the same way with Sasha and Connie.   reply

At my worst it was like my own personal hell. I was afraid to go outside, to walk amongst people. I feared they would look at me, judge me and talk about me. Of course i knew this wasn't true but in my head i just kept thinking such bad things. I would feel very anxious, stressed, like i wanted to cry. Often times i did cry. You feel very helpless ......   reply

I was 12-13 when i watched and read my first yaoi anime/manga, I don't really remember how i reacted to it. All i knew was that i had to hide it from my younger siblings, we still shared the computer so i would always read my manga very sneakily. One day i wasn't paying attention to my surroundings and i was reading Glamorous Lip by Yanao Rock whe......   reply