First love? uh? My first love failed and many more after that also fail.... reading Yaoi is the only thing that not fail. LOve and happy ending for me only in story.
wow for the past days I been crying so much that I didn't think I will be abel to cry any more
Omg at the end of the chapter 50 I just can't stop my tears..... bucket of tears.
Somehow I feel sad reading this, but it didn't mean I don't like it.... It just make me feel a bit sad inside.
So happy to be able to read the new update. Thank you for the update.... thank you and Happy New Year.
Ok first of all I love all type of Yaoi, but for some odd reason this one scared the living shit out of me. I mean how can you still said you love someone who is a psychopath trying to kill you....just reading I'm already scared shitless.
Feel the same tbh. This manga is something ive never read before and even though it scares me i really wanna know what's going to happen next!
Like why does he still love him? BUT does Bum really still love him though? because he's been trying to escape from sangwoo (he even tried to poison him right?)
I have so many questions... ;-;
I know how you feel.... I guess the only way for our questions to be answer is to read till the end. Oh, but it stll gave the the chill just thinking about it.
Obsession in a form of love. Read Stockholm Syndrome for better analyse, its pretty close to this one, especially the first chapters.
Stockholm syndrome yes but love no. I think this works as a good psycho book with twisted dark unhealthy relationships. Real true romance? Not even close.
I do think they mistake this as a "romance" not a real one, no, but their life experiences made them though even something like this can be consıdered love.
Stockholm Syndrome only applies when the hostage has no positive feeling about their captor before being captured, then develops positive feelings while being held captive. Bum loved Sangwoo before being held captive so stockholm does not apply.
I also wonder if Bun still loves Sangwoo. While being held captive, I think Bum perception of Sangwoo has become more negative but in other ways become more positive. I don't even know if Bum has fully decided his true feelings about Sangwoo. Like when Bum says he feels like he's living with twins, there's the gentle Sangwoo that cares for him and the cruel Sangwoo that won't hesitate to slice his neck. Bum's grapple with his feelings for Sangwoo is best demonstrated in chapter 7 where he's deciding to stay or leave. He visualizes the Sangwoo who he's idolized for years, initially fell in love with, and has given him the opportunity to live his wet dreams. Then he visualizes the Sangwoo who will harm and maybe even kill him with glee. These feelings further confuse me in chapter 10 when Bum says he feels special to Sangwoo but also dread in the situation. And finally in the last chapter Bum is hesitant in the hug. Sangwoo's Jekyll and Hyde like personality toward Bum makes things so complex so I don't know what to think anymore.
I meant in a psychological analyze example. I do know what Stockholm Syndrome means. What I meant was there are more impossible scenorios of people believing the bad guys. Though both of them show intense symptons of sociopath, especially Sangwoo. Bum tends to use that defect to protect himself from Sangwoo. I do agree Jekyll and Hyde personality, and It actually fits really well with Sangwoo.
Sangwoo is the one who trying to decide if Bum is to worth showing his kind and real side, because Bum already saw both bad and good in him. Sangwoo in webtoon is trying Bum out, and their going to (spoiler) meet Sangwoo's friends in the future chapter. Maybe he is trying to understand if Bum is truly like his mother. Cause of Bum's happiness and a reason to live.
Ah spoilers. I've only read up to 13 :(
Sorry （/TДT)/
will read it
Finally read 14 lol. I thought of the possibility of Sangwoo viewing Bum like his mother in the past chapters but I didn't get that feeling in 14. Only thing that's for certain is that Sangwoo sure loves toying with Bum. Not sure if he has any other motives. He could be planning to test if Bum by having him meet his friends but I think it's just gonna be another game for Sangwoo. I'm afraid for what's coming next.
me too