girl dad kirino walking around like a soulless husks reminds me of the last scene in maurice where clive starts shutting all the windows, realizing he’ll die living a lie
it’s a period film (set around late 1800s thru early 1900s). maurice (the protagonist?) becomes involved with another man, clive, at college. maurice becomes engrossed with clive, but due to the trauma of the incarceration of a friend of theirs for sodomy, they never consummate anything. clive decides to get married, and tries to keep maurice around as a friend—“for old times sake”. maurice ruminates on their relationship during the film, tries to get conversion therapy, but is later seduced by maurice’s male servant, alec. it’s a great film, i thoroughly recommend
feeling like your youth is the only thing you have to offer sucks. sometimes i wonder what i’ll do once i start going thru twink death… i can imagine how fuji feels :p also fuji needed to seriously threaten to report him…. he goes for actual boys (12-15), and he’ll only continue to since nobody will make him stop









the watermelon story is so scary…. but people who have given birth are incredible