
The high priest said, you only can meet with that goddess if you comit the worst sin - aka comit suicide. So how the hell did she come the conclusion, that the goddess live in the lake?! If she jump in the pond with suicide thought she would meet her, but if she jump down from the palace 6 floor with suicide thought she would meet the too ans much if she jump before running carriage with suicide though she would meet the goddess too....I just trully don't get it why she thinking that the goddess with the library is in the pond.....it's not in the pond...no matter where you going to comit suicide, you end up in the library....

To understand the logic: the fiance used banned magic (this is why she looks like a child), but not the fiance get exciled, but her family? What kind of logic is this?

If you think about it logically in that time period if you commit a grevious enough crime you and your family can be exiled or sentenced to death. Forbidden magic is forbidden for a reason in this world. I think the only reason her and her family are alive is because of the fact she saved the life of the green haired guy.
That's about my understanding in regards to it anyways.
I might be wrong because the translation is a bit funky.

Like:
MC is protected naive flower, who got married off, with ML because of political reason, but she falls him for anyway. The family treated her well, and they made vow ML he going to treat her well.
ML having tragic backstory, like he was negleted, his mother was killed by concubines or his father. He send MC in the tower, and neglet and literally imprison her because he want to protect her. The mistress is probably a woman who is from some political enemys family (whwo want to ruin MCs family and she is jelous to MC), and ML was forced to take her in as mistress, because if not than this and that going to happen. But it happen anyway, mistress kill MC, the family is despair they back of the political fied, they blaming the emperor, the Mistress and her family get excetuted, but ML is so much in despair that he turn back the time, because the imperial family having some secret power or a relic.
Then MC try to awoid the marriage, but she can't and ML treat her better, but MC don't belive him. Mc get pregant,, but ML taking the mistress again, so she run away. ML going crazy by worry, destroy mistress family and dispose the mistress right awy when MC deisapper and try to find MC. MC run away in a different country and raise theis son or twins alone, then like 7 years later ML come in the country because diplomatic reason and found her and they living happyly after...

Lmao this plot is so overused that we already know what's gonna happen. But let me correct a few points. The villainess mistress is actually from another kingdom, and is a princess. She must've wanted king Amber but he married mc. So out of jealousy she killed mc. As to the reason ml just decided to lock her up instead of keeping her by his side, the opponent is a princess so unless she actually does something big, he can't really do anything to her. Otherwise a was will be waged between two kingdoms. So for political reasons he did that. Mc being the naive sheltered flower she is, was unaware of everything that's going on outside. And one more thing, i don't think it's the ml who turned back time, but mc herself. She wished for it and her hair accessory glowed. I could be wrong though...
As much as I don't want her to fall in love with him again, she will.. hopelessly at that-
I really hope the runaway arc doesn't happen, and if it does, please not while she's carrying his twin children (the beast within reference iykyk)
I mean, we already have a few manhwas where they run away after a miscarriage. Why even bother sleeping with a man who neglects you and leaves you alone to fend for yourself? What will happen to the poor children? Sheesh ε- (눈`_눈`;)

So the novel clear it up: MLs message with the sik scarf to her back then was was either shut up or die. In the novel it was implied that she forced him to make her the the empress and legitimate companion but he didn’t care back then, so he just sent her the scarf as a warning, thinking that MC would choose not kill herself but she did.
So after she died, he suffers from the after effects of vomiting black blood 12x a day for around 2 to 3 years before going mad and killing everyone then turned back time.

They end up together.....the MC realised there is no way she can run away, because he always catch her, and one point she realised that suicide is not an option too, because ML just turn back the time. They going zo have 2 child.
From the detailed spoilers there was not a typical redemption arc, and because this pretty much readars was disappointed. He kneeling and appologies many times, but still he says he cannot let her leave, because he need her, what I love in MC, that she constantly bring back the past like:why do you want now this and that, when I wanted it you didn't even bat an eye....in these times ML feels like her words stabbing him....and MC never says out that she love him.
It seems her husband don't like her go out and beat her when she go out? And as much from the title I see, the abusive trash is the male lead?!
Different title and surname. The ml is not the abusive husband
Yay