
Guys who read the novel, I'm an impatient bitch pls spoil me and I'll be eternally grateful

Okay, I might’ve missed some details, but here’s what I remember:
Nyne, also known as Sha Nine, is the official consort of Sha Amon, the god worshipped by the people of Trastasa. He is deeply in love with Amon, but also terrified of him. Amon is unpredictable—sometimes affectionate, other times completely merciless—and whenever Nyne becomes too emotional or distressed, Amon has priests perform rituals that erase parts of his memory. Because of this, Nyne often forgets arguments, traumatic moments, or even feelings he’s had in the past.
Although Nyne appears graceful and obedient, he secretly hates how people worship Amon so blindly. He’s especially disturbed by the ritual duels, where followers fight to the death as a form of sacrifice or entertainment. Everyone in the temple knows that Nyne dislikes this, but they brush it off by saying that, in time, he’ll “mature” and grow to love it.
Also, when new Reshas are brought in—like Gwen—Nyne isn’t just jealous; he’s genuinely afraid they’ll die. He resents how easily people are willing to offer their lives to Amon without question. In the past, Nyne grew attached to a Resha, and because he showed “favor” toward him, that Resha was chosen to be sacrificed. He was ultimately killed, and that experience left Nyne deeply traumatized.
Gwen is a pink-haired man from another continent. He’s kind, blunt, and not afraid to speak his mind, even when it’s considered blasphemous. Unlike everyone else in the temple, Gwen doesn’t blindly fear or worship Amon. At first, Nyne dislikes Gwen and punishes him, thinking he’s arrogant and possibly a threat to his position. But over time, Gwen begins giving Nyne magical gifts, showing genuine care, and treating him like a person.
Slowly, Nyne starts to care for Gwen. Their relationship becomes emotionally intimate and even romantic—they share kisses and many quiet, vulnerable moments. Gwen becomes the only person who truly understands Nyne and makes him feel safe.
Amon, for his part, does love Nyne in the only way he knows how. He tries to give Nyne what he thinks will make him happy—but he doesn’t fully understand human emotions. Even so, he keeps hurting Nyne through the memory-wiping rituals, which make Nyne emotionally numb and dependent.
By Chapter 101 or the latest chapter, a deadly plague has begun spreading in the city. The temple announces a massive purification ritual where hundreds of people—including noble heirs—will be sacrificed. Nyne is horrified. Overwhelmed by guilt, grief, and fear, he isolates himself in his chambers—until, in a desperate moment, he escapes through a secret passage and finds Gwen. He collapses into Gwen’s arms, silently seeking comfort, and for the first time in a long while, allows himself to be truly vulnerable.

I saw someone commenting about how messy the novel was, I WAS NOT READY FOR IT TO BE THAT MESSY I CANT CONTINUE READING AND IM NOT EVEN THAT FAR AHEAD OMG I CANT I CANT

Spoiler
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They become so close cuz jun notices how yohan is treated poorly so at night he invites him over to his house and Yohan just stays then and doesn't leave until June discovers that Yohan is gay then idk how jun goes to have dinner at yohans house and SHIT GOES TO SPIRAL AFTER THAT I CANT EVEN BRING MYSELF TO REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED THEN AND AFTER THAT ITS SO EMBARRASSING AND MESSSY

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Spiral:
During one of Jun’s visits to Yohan’s house, he invites himself and Yohan to dinner with Yohan’s family. Yohan is frazzled from this moment on. Jun has never formally eaten with Yohan’s family before, the always eat separately. Yohan is excluded from family dinners because he’s gay. (Minor future spoiler, but lol. You’ll understand in the future.)
The dinner is extremely awkward and quiet. Yohan is basically mute this whole dinner. It’s a complete difference to what Jun overheard from the family table during a previous visit. Jun shows excessive care for Yohan during the dinner. This is noted by the family. Yohan flips out on Jun after when they return to Yohan’s room. Yohan feels SO embarrassed by Jun’s meddling. Jun meddled because he wanted to help Yohan with his family. In his head, he was helping a friend who is ostracized by his own family.

OMGGGGGG was not expecting thattt!!!
I really didn’t want this to be a painful story of a gay liking a manipulative hetero, so thank god that’s not the case!! Sort of do get the gay vibes since he’s always drawing his face so close to jun’s and teases him, but wasn’t 100% sure since he was catholic and in most cases (of manhwa) religious people tend to be homophobic but guess that’s not the case PHEWW!!! Although upsetting about the dad and family ostracising yohan, guess that’s sort of predictable in manhwas, but can’t wait for the plot to progress in their relationship and families heheh :))
Side note: I’d smash the whole family so far cause their genes and face cards are insane

Does anyone have the link to he novel? I'm dying to know what happened next please

This team translated it and has completed the novelヾ(☆▽☆). it starts at ch 92 where the manhwa ended in the novel
https://rainofsnow.com/how-to-get-husband-on-my-side/page/2/#chapter
WDYM THE END?? GIVE ME MARRIAGE AND THEIR ADOPTED ANIMALS AND CHILDREN PAH-LEAAAAASE IM BEGGINGGGGG
The way I can hear the sassiness in "Pah-lease" is so funny