I’ve avoided this manga till now cuz I was like 56 chapters? ok now I got something to work with, I don’t gotta deal with the cliff hangers every two months, like yall really went through all those cliff hangers that I just new this manga would put me thru. I was in soooo much pain reading some of the chapters so I can’t imagine having to wait so long after each chapter if I had started it like 5 years ago, kings maker already put me thru that kinda pain so I’ve learned my lesson and realized I’m not built for reading incomplete manga, then again I caved and read this before it was finished but I had to wait 5 fucking years to start it. Also did the reason Yashiro didn’t want Domeki to treat him kindly when they slept together cuz he knew he wouldn’t be able to go back to accepting rough sex? fuck that’s so fucking depressing. He’s never had sex with someone he loves which he was trying to avoid the whole time because now he actually has to deal with the fact that he doesn’t want to be raped and that his body can no longer get hard which makes his psychological mind using rape to cope even worse because now he can’t put up the front that he wants it and his body can’t find pleasure that made the experience more bearableand domeki is just realizing that Yashiro’s had to live 4 years like this after they had sex i’m sickkkkkk this is so sad. Yashiro’s crying face when they had sex never leaves me bro mans is rlly living with a life full of trauma. and watching them reunite after 4 years was so fucking painful like I completely understand why domeki is acting the way he’s acting but I just need him to hold Yashiro and never let him go because I am in such painhim saying the things like “any mad will do for you” hurts me so bad cuz I kno he doesn’t actually mean them and that he’s hurt but I can’t imagine how Yashiro must feel that the only person (other than Kage) who wanted to treat him gently is saying the same stuff as anyone else, chapter 57 NEEDS to be dropped rn to heal my soul
I just kno they gonna go crazy for AT LEAST 3 chapters so the next time we get an update I'll be waiting a week for pt.2 ughhhhhhh
I started getting spoilers on tiktok so I immediately swipe when it’s LITC related and have started new bls while waiting for jujucat (we love jujucat) to upload, they are literally one of the best uploaders and have never failed me JUST BE PATIENT
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