
In my past relationship, I got so crazy in love that I used to think like homin. That anxiety of not having them in my life made me feel lost and restless. In the end, we split up. The relationship wasn't made to last tbh and that's because our worlds are really different. Both of us are carrying baggages too and I don't think he can accommodate me as much as I do for him. I realized that things like this are "useless" to worry about. Not that I'm belittling anyone who has gone through much worst but all I'm saying is that, WE CANNOT CONTROL THE PEOPLE WHO STAYS AND LEAVES US. We can only do so much to show them that you're worthy of being love. At the end of the day, it's their choice.
Grief is different from being abandoned by the living. I guess homin needs to come to terms with the reality that EVERYTHING is temporary. That's why the present matters the most and that's why he needs to focus on what's in front of him rather than worrying about something that he probably has no control over with. (︶◡︶)

The pacing even though it's only 24 chapters is just perfect. The characters are well rounded too. Jack isn't a manic pixie dream bl boi (lol i just made that up). He's a power bottom and a power top xd And the prosecution chapter was *chef's kiss*. The lawyer not only got kicked in the balls but right through his bones too. It was satisfying to read. Love it till the end
Let's not tolerate that kind of Jealousy bc that's gonna morph into some toxicity someday. Tone it down and you two will be good! ヾ(☆▽☆)