it’s very obvious that he’s awkward, doesn’t know how to realise his affection and doesn’t know what to DO with his affection. while he’s mature, he’s not very emotionally intelligent (when it comes to relationships at least) not like yeorum is atleast because he’s—as stated in the last chapter—had a lot of relationships. moreover, he’s an adult that had been drilled with the sense that working towards a goal is commendable. if he thinks texting yeorum is gonna stop him from that, despite how badly he wants to, he’s not gonna do it. in this essay i will—
Yeah and also his the type to follow what others told him to aim, so it's understandable he is awkward and don't even know his own feelings when he had been neglecting them and letting others do his judgement for him. I really like seeing this even if it's frustrating but he legit have no experience whatsoever and he is never around people who is queer so it's so refreshing to see him trying to adjust to this newfound life his finding. It's so realistic to me
this is how yk a manhwa is peak, we got people sharing google docs of their theories
Here ya go. I hope this helps! (I still have to add info from season 2 tho)
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1fyfND0KcEKCLjX-4X9l66b9U6diWfaakpy1NOWcA8mY/edit?usp=sharing







THE SLOW HAS FINALLY BURNED!!!!!