i sound like such an ml apologist but that’s not the case like i think he’s only right in terms of the contract… it’s just that everyone is yelling for him to kneel and beg and i just?? like no one asked yigon to misinterpret ml’s feelings when ml repeatedly told him it was just a contract, actively ignoring ml’s dislike for clinginess and surprises. if we look at it objectively yigon was clinging on to hope and being insensitive as well… though tis easier to sympathize with him because of all he has going on, and it’s rational that he acts that way… but, speaking bluntly… none of that really is mls problem… it was “pretend to date and save me from my brother” not anything else… , if we factor that he didn’t realise neither his feelings nor mc’s… he really was justified in being fed up with the clinginess… what mainly irks me is that when mc clung to him about his brother, he chose not to believe the victim, an obviously abused person… though, even then, he had the right thing in mind recommending therapy and carefully treating the mc (aside from when he got too clingy admittedly) like one would an anxious person. i’m just saying, he wasn’t /conciously/ leading mc on if he didn’t even know… neither of them have agreeable personalities if im being honest
i can’t lie i’m a little disgusted… or maybe that’s not the right word? i’m disappointed and irritated and also kind of pissed off… first don’t get me started on yigon and his absolute lack of self preservation and also dignity… it was such a hard read watching him confess his feelings and cling on to ml… and as for ml, i’m ngl i sympathize with him, like yeah he’s an asshole with a shit personality but at the end of the day he set boundaries and if we look at it objectively, really only treated mc like he needed to as a decent person, coupled with the fact that mc was obviously dependent on him and mentally ill, he got overwhelmed and decided his company, something he’s been working for, came first. aside from that, i genuinely think mc isn’t exhausting all his options, obviously he’s abused and fragile and cowardly, but that’s not what i’m mad about, i actually think it makes sense, but he says he’s scared of death yet doesn’t really…. how do i say this… use his brain?? like i can stand timid mcs but i don’t like it when they’re kind of stupid? or maybe it’s just all the things weighing down on him, alright, but then actively plotting to ruin someone else’s life because they were using you for their own interest (while you were doing the same thing, mind you) is something i can’t digest… he acts like he’s been wronged by ml, but i genuinely don’t think, objectively, that’s very fair, he WAS acting clingy, he WAS breaking the contract, and ml DID set boundaries he was clear on… aside from that the second hand embarrassment is the main reason… maybe im too used to mentally strong or particularly clever mcs… i cant stand his ass
oh my fucking gooooodddddddd i started from the anime and as soon as i saw the scene where subaru and saku looked at eachother i was fucking hooked, alr new id be coming to read the manga… then i proceeded to get shot in the head fifty times by the slow burn that just kept fucking burning my ass and then you can imagine my fucking heart break, crest-fall, gut-wrench when she said “i think im fine with what we are now” FUCKKKKK??? and they just left it that now they’re talking about school rivalry bru im gonna kms







thought this would be a good read and then proceeded to get repeatedly kicked in the balls by a hammer!! what the fuck do you mean you raised a child for three years then had sex with him while he called you dad?!!!!??!?!?!!?!!?!?!??!!