
this is one of my favorite works for bl, period, but no matter how many times i read and try not to get triggered i still hate saitou and partially nagai for letting it happen, letting saitou flirt with him, play footsy, makeout him him, stay with him at night, get turned on by seeing saitou naked, etc while he's in a relationship. saitou's so manipulative and such a user. all he does is use nagai as his last resort to solve all his problems. all he knows is how to "act cute" and try to seduce nagai without being the one to ever concretely say anything and put himself in the "losing" position. he waits for nagai to make the move, what a DICK. ryouko was the better "other" love interest for nagai than saitou. they had good rapport and a funny biting sort of banter. with saitou it's just his puppy eye damsel in distress mode ALL THE TIME to play to nagai's weakness. it pissed me off when he was playing freaking FOOTSIE with nagai but never made a move or confessed / "made out when drunk" slipping him tongue which he clearly remembered after but didn't say anything about it - which was forgivable when he didn't know for sure nagai and honda were an item but so weak and cowardly. when nagai finally tells saitou he's seeing honda (by the way while saitou is once again being A FREAKING WEASEL "ACCIDENTALLY MAKING OUT WITH HIM") he ties him up to rape him / seduce him / make him cheat on honda??? NO. NO SAITOU YOU FXCKER. GTFO. SO FXCKING TRIGGERED. and the fact that nagai lets saitou kiss him is also not okay and doesn't put up much of a fight having his nipples licked but in the end saitou's cowardly behavior telling him "as long as it makes you feel good it's okay" is what makes nagai reject saitou??? not all the stuff before??? like i get you were confused but you always let saitou get away with a lot of sexual behavior before and now. if you really love honda don't let anyone into your personal space like that. especially someone you used to be in love with. so in the end i hate saitou and nagai really pushes my buttons for not making clear boundaries. if i were honda i would not be so forgiving and ask nagai to choose, be with me and not see saitou anymore, or choose saitou. you can't have it both ways... all this venting aside i really like nagai and honda falling in love and their jump into couple dom and being an old married couple.

YES PLEASE i would love more to the series with nagai being jealous. but also a more serious concrete show that nagai loves honda the most. i know some of the extra chapters showcased that a bit and how endearing honda is to nagai but it doesn't excuse a lot of the things that happened between nagai and saitou that honda didn't see. i'm sure they would have had a lot more serious talks if he saw what saitou had done, especially the final night in the hotel where saitou tried to have sex with nagai.

Didn't think of it like that at all Thought it was funny (i thought saitou was more like a daughter to nagai) but when I came down to the comment section, you had a point. Ugh.... I just want to forget that minute happened.
Yeah now i hope the author does something about it

after reading raws
i'm really not into "some" relationships, esp with cheating and complicated feelings, whatever. i don't care about aki x ugetsu they did this to themselves. aki you ran around with a different girl's mouth on your dick on diff days so whatever. i can't tell why their relationship is so toxic and weird but i don't need the sob story of why they're like this now. haru you're a sweetheart and deserve someone who truly loves you. i can't see that in aki unless he makes it up to you for the rest of your life. haru x new guy please

Can you tell me where can I read the raws? Please?
Me during this chapter...
Omg omg progress omg they're talking omg NOoOooOOOO scene transition??? Okay okay good haebom is asking him about it again at home fine... Omg NOOOO ask each other why you both thought that way... scene transition again?? nooooOOO damn it fine you're so cutely awkward hanging out at school look how Taesung runs to him immediately and haebom desperately trying to send a casual text...
Can you just ask him why he said he didn't want to be your brother so Taesung can admit it's because he's always been in love with you and wants you as a boyfriend not brother??? And can you please remember more of your cute childhood where you basically confessed and stole Taesung's heart Haebom???
Ps. Thank you bless you translators for the double chapters I thought I was going to die from the cliffhanger on Ch. 11
What an accurate description of my chaotic thoughts throughout the entire chapter.
thanks for the feedback i'm glad i'm not alone in my feels