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Istg. I get it. Jjk is the epitome of asshole, douchebag, non- biodegradable trash. But reading on his past, taking in his personality?? His being? I can understand why it's so hard for him to say SORRY. Nobody taught him how to apologize. I'm not defending him people, I'm just saying. There are people who don't know or find it hard to say sorry. Like me. It took me a long time to learn how to properly apologize. So we make it up in ways we know how. In Jjk's case, still being an ass but little less so. Hahahaha. It's bad, I know. I mean, really, do any of us really know if what KD wants is an apology?? I doubt I'd be happy to hear a sorry from Jjk's mouth. I'd punch him straight to his grave. I'd rather he show it to me. Not to say I'd let bygones be bygones, but I'd at least give him the benefit of the doubt. But yes, this redemption arc is still starting on an iffy note. But props to jjk for trying? I guess??
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I've read the entire novel and just been relying on my imagination to picture things out. I'm pretty bad at it apparently. Hahahahaha. The portrayal of how a great goblin looks is just chef's kiss. I imagined them like an advanced goblin with two horns and more human features. But okay artist-nim. I see the vision.

It's funny that as a collective, all of us rooted for JK to suffer immensely. Then came his words of surrender and we all support the single agenda of JK becoming a devotee. And yes, we all want that. Worship the the very ground that KD walks on. You have so much to make up on, so many grovelling to do. Doing the bare minimum will not be tolerated. Go beyond plus ultra and all that shit JK!

This was just sexual abuse, sexual assault, battery, abuse. Then the author broke my head further by giving the top a sob story to fall back on. Then made the bottom a badass, seductive twink that will take revenge because he can. What the fuck was that development about? Idk. But why did I read the entire thing? I even thought "hey, it got better." IT GOT BETTER!?!!! Excuse me self, we need to see a therapist. This was just...! *sigh*. Who ever made this a recommendation over tiktok? Why? Are you okay? Do you need therapy?
Yo! Can't we just skip to the I love yous. I swear every chapter is killing me. I can't take this waiting game. My heart is going to give out.