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Based on the raws and some mtl, Leon may be going through changes in his body for better fertility according to Mephisto. Or it may be something else, but the point is that according to Mephisto there was no pregnancy bc of failed fertilization. He doesn't really know what's going on, but this isn't revealed until 2 chapters from now.

Good news for haters of the dark skinned dude (cannot remember his name at all) he's around for one chapter and he doesn't do much. Good news for the ones that love him, the scene is pretty sexy.

Also, we may get Beryl and Leon afterwards and maybe for a few chapters but the raws are only two chapters ahead.

Based on what I have read, I think an actual conversation (heart to heart) is more necessary than a jealousy arc. Of course that'll only be the last solution because DRAMA, but MC accepting being around a super flirtatious dude just to make his lover jealous only proves the point. It'll look like the MC is truly interested in exploring relationship options, and in an extreme scenario may even be let go by his lover. Lowkey, they may even have a small separation or break up bc one wants to prove a point (which could be better expressed if he reaffirms his stance that 'although I do not have extensive relationship experience, I am a grown adult with confidence in this relationship and I want to be treated more as an equal despite our age gap because I want this relationship to work') and the other is losing confidence in their relationship (which could also be better expressed as "I fear that our relationship is unequal and that while I have had time to grow and develop, I do not want to stop you from doing so as well and I want to make sure that you are not wasting your time in a relationship that may not be the best possible one for you to have'). I say all this mostly cause I understand that some people may feel like their partner settled for them because their partner has had no other relationships for comparison, which can feel like one is holding the other back, especially in an age gap relationship where there is a natural lived experience and maturity gap.

Anywayyyyys, I wanna see them sit down and talk because I fear the jealousy arc will only further prove the lover's point and drive them apart because people aren't psychic. You can't know what you aren't told and if the MC is uncomfortable with the point and speaks about it rather than play games, there is a higher chance of his lover understanding why his words were painful as they showed a lack of trust and understanding about the feelings of the mc (as he is treated like a young naive person rather than as a proper grown adult with the ability to make his own choices about his relationship despite not having much experience). (●￣(ｴ)￣●)

Not interested in a single thing besides the younger brother and the guy he works for. I need the backstory on those two cause they are the most interesting parts of the story to me (≧∀≦)

The author really loves the smut aspect, so the plot ain't a center piece. It'll happen but the smut is the priority.

（/TДT)/ whyyyyyyy

The latest kr chapter is fucked up man, just crying out here bc life does not let Jin live in peace. Fuck Brandon!!!

First, I don't care about the age gap. It's whatever really. Second, damn those melons. Third, Mika as a student helped in a daycare, he wasn't a teacher at that point. Fourth, Mika didn't raise Natsuki, Mika was only around him during kindergarten. Natsuki then stuck around occasionally going out with Mika. Some may find it weird, but it's meh at worst for me and woooooooo at best ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

For everyone complaining, read the creator's note after the season 1 finale.

Tbh they usually wear suits or smt along the lines of business casual (=・ω・=)

This argument/fight was bound to happen. Going back to the start of their relationship, you have a teen alpha who suddenly found his fated mate. Seems great? Not really. Looking back, you have a TEENAGER finding his fated mate after being insecure about his 2nd gender for years. Until then, Hazuki hadn't been all into playing the role of an alpha bc of his past experiences and suddenly, finding his fated mate, he wants to fill that protective and reliable alpha role. He pushed himself to mature (and it's been explicitly said so by Naoto as well that he(N) feels that Hazuki is more mature than him despite his age). Hazuki wanted to be someone who protected and cared for his new family, pushing himself to do his best. That's great and all, but he was young and didn't have the same experiences as Naoto so he was always playing a catch up game in terms of experience. His lack of experience and perceived capabilities - especially when Minato came along - really showed compared to Naoto and Hazuki had to deal with those insecurities that came with feeling like he cannot protect or help. We saw him hide and withdraw because he felt that he was being a bad partner and parent by being unable to even hold his baby. They were able to temporarily patch up (not fix entirely) the issue then because Naoto got through Hazuki's insecurities by explaining his previous lack of knowledge and own insecurities about being a single teen parent. Great, but Hazuki still struggles with this gap between him and Naoto. After that they seem fine, and they are okay because they can communicate and help each other out. However, Minato is growing and he's reached the age where he is being a little rebel. Hazuki isn't prepared, they now also have a third child to care for, and that gap is apparent again. Adding to this insecurity, is the fact that Hazuki is not trusting Naoto by doubting if Naoto would stay with him if he found someone more reliable. Naoto of course wouldn't but Hazuki believes that his perceived lack of ability to help Naoto will push him away and that Naoto would find it easy to move on from him. At this moment, things are made worse bc Otoha (if I remember his name right) is good with kids - one of the biggest failings for Hazuki. Hazuki needs to read books and blogs and learn from other parents, but this guy? He appears to be a natural with kids. What Hazuki doesn't see however, is that Otoha most likely has had years of experience with kids, so of course he knows a lot. However, Hazuki's insecurities and his jealousy and his lowering confidence in himself is building up. And in this new chapter we see him blow up - which is something new because he's tried to hide when he feels insecure before - at hearing Naoto compliment someone else on something he has been struggling with. It's not good and I get what he was trying to say, but he did not say anything good. He ended up victim blaming, which of course hurt Naoto because 1) it was a terrible traumatic time for him and 2) Naoto most likely feels betrayed by Hazuki who once told him that he loved him for who he was and would not look down on him for being an Omega. Naoto has been told repeatedly that omega are at fault for whatever happens to them, but Hazuki was different and based on his reaction, Naoto feels a deep anger towards Hazuki now because he used those feelings and experiences against him. I know they're going to work through this, but it is also true that this was bound to happen. Hazuki isn't a bad partner or parent, he always puts his family first and is an active parent. He's never left Naoto to deal with the kids alone on purpose and he takes on doing chores and childcare actively. Naoto, and others, are amazed by how hard Hazuki works to take care of his family while learning to take over his mother's company. In this chapter, Naoto and Shizuku are excited to prepare a surprise birthday for him and there are no negative comments about him napping because they believe he deserves to rest. Naoto was probably even bragging about how good Hazuki is to him. Everyone sees it but Hazuki. He wakes up and immediately scolds himself for napping when he was only supposed to put Aoi to sleep, he worries about not giving Naoto or his mother in law resting time. He believes he should be able to give others rest when he himself needs it, and he sees it as a failure not to do so. He's just really insecure, and honestly I get that. He feels he isn't living up to his role and that he is not being a good parent or partner because of it, when he is already a great parent and partner. He's young, younger than Naoto, so of course he doesn't have all the experience and knowledge that Naoto does and he isn't giving himself grace. He is seeing himself as a failure but at the same time he doesn't want to admit it and he's burst out now, saying the wrong things and taking his frustration of himself out on Naoto.

Poor Shizuku, she left with her parents happily together and will return to them having fought. She's definitely going to be hurt by that. I just hope this fight doesn't last too long, my heart can't take it. ╥﹏╥

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They're both wrong, that's kind of the point. They both have to learn to be better lovers. Both are acting on their traumas and need to learn to overcome them. Yeah I get the whole "nice guy" thing but he tries to get communication started and gets blown off. It's frustrating seeing them both stumble around without dealing with their problems but seeing as they both want to stay together, they will be willing and able to learn to be better partners. Because honestly, chronic jealousy that can't even have you stand your partner having a life outside of you is equally as toxic. Like boundaries are a thing but not being able to interact even with coworkers is yikes

Anyways rant over lol