
Samantha was still alive, and the only reason I say that is because he says I've ask this question "to both of you", and we didn't see who the other person was, but he could have meant the principal, these are secret agents that were talking about people have been known to fake death before. Somehow I feel this is just the tip of the iceberg, and there are more players here than we know of.

I am not use to being treated kindly I had a child hood that no one should have. Sex, It's like a business situation even when I was with someone who loves me. I pretend it didn't hurt when things did. I always acted like I didn't care. I always wanted someone to treat me kindly it I was afraid because I would have to come to terms with the fact that I was broken and worth somebody's love and time. I don't kiss them on the lips. I just realized that was me....Sorry for that, I don't have many ppl to talk to.

My dude, saaaaaame. Spent my first 14 years of my life being abused in various ways. Before I was out of elementary school, I had been abused by 3 different people, and experienced sexual, physical, and emotional abuse, plus neglect.
I can tell ya, though, as cliché as it is to say, you will get better. Things get better. The human mind is a wonderful, powerful thing.
And people don't break. We're flexible, like skyscrapers; we're meant to survive harsh winds.
I still fall into the patterns you're describing, partially because my weird lizard brain is constantly acting as if everyone is a threat, but... I've met people that I don't feel that way around.
You'll find those people, too. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I believe in you!

If your word is no good then you're no good..... he already had plans. He was so concerned about having a "normal college life" that he didn't need to think about the possibility that there were gonna be more times that something like this would be set up. He just started there, he's so eager that he's not even understanding this, somebody is already giving him friendship, with a little bit of sexualness, but there would have been other times and he let himself get swayed.
We got some sexi back. I love the story
and the action is bad ass ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ but if I'm being honest I was reading this for the sex there I said it.