
I loveeee this story, but the only person I will never hesitate to kill, is the mother. I HATE HER! SHE'S THE REASON HER DAUGHTER BECAME TRAUMATIZED AND YET SHE STILL PLAYS THE VICTIM, AND SHE STILL DID THINGS THAT HER DAUGHTER WASN'T COMFORTABLE WITH BECAUSE OF HER SELFISH DREAM OF HER DAUGHTER GETTING MARRIED AND GETTING OVER HER BOY TRAUMA

I'm not scared of death, when my time comes I'll happily go. But sometimes I want to speed up the process and just get it over with. it feels like im stuck in life, I don't have the desire to feel happy anymore, I don't have a desire for love, nor do I have the desire for friendship. It just feel's pointless at this point, should I just go? no, that means I would be leaving my dog. When she goes, I'll go.

Have you given therapy a shot? I have struggled with depression most of my life but after finding the right therapist for me and making as many changes as I could in order to feel better the depressive episodes became manageable, even when the really lows come, now I manage to remember that this hopelessness and numbness will eventually fade, of course the doggo child and marrying my best friend also helps, so try to hang in there and open yourself to the possibility of good things and people coming your way ^^
jiang wenxu you sonva bitch, you do all that shit to him and still pretend as if he's alive in the end to make yourself feel better....no. feel the pain, cry. Cry like he did when you were out dirtying yourself. Also I feel like he HAD to die at the end to make the story better ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭. Alsooooo, the doctor ╥﹏╥ I feel so bad for him...
I'll comfort you~
please do my love~