
i put this on hold for a long while after they broke up cause i was just dying from second hand shameeeee. since this is from the bottoms perspective i naturally support him, but hes sooo reckless, in such a bad way, like his pride and ego ruin him. the top is also annoying but i can kind of understand him near the end. but i seriously have no idea how the author is going to make this work. i feel like the bottoms gonna have to really lower himself and that causes me embarrassment too. right now i kind of want him to just move on and finally find a relationship thats good for him, and for the top to see that and just think maybe they could have made it work if he didnt abandoned him as soon as he though he couldnt control it. i also think theyre age gap was a part of a problem cause the bottom was wayyy to immature, they were on different wavelengths.
strongly believe the ending was not satisfying enough. i understand giving up on revenge but i hated the brothers reactions. i get that the older one was also a victim but to mijae, he was one of the perpetrators, like imagine saying to a kid that just got raped, "its ur fault cause ur not good enough". and the other brother was oblivious but after he found out his reactions should have been wayyy more dramatic, regardless of the fact the mijae told him not to apologise. also needed to see more of the couple actually being together, not just 2 chaps