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My heart rate throughout the last 4 chapters,
This is why u should just be upfront instead of assuming stuff

I missed Toma in these 2 chapters the way we only got 2 little glances at him in these 2 chapters

Ik that hyesung might not be the most likable character in yaoi. Specially since we are used to ukes who are nice and sweet in many of these types of manhwa and mangas. His behaviour is rude and sometimes comes of as off putting but taking somethings into consideration I can see why he acts like that
First of all his childhood trauma. Kids that are grown up in violent and abusive families and also kids with seperated parents deals with extreme level of anger issues and ends up with alot of other issues. They are an emotional mess and some winds up being criminals and abusers themselves. We can see that hyesung was brought up in a very abusive family. He had no where to escape but to take it all in. In his mind a perfect family never existed. Also he has built up frustration inside him cause his mom said that she would come back but she never did. Which might explain his overall personality. Different people cope with trauma in different ways and thsts the main reason why he acts like that. But hyesung does actually really care about Dojin Byul and their family. He literally wanted to give Byul a family and was saddened when dojin dad didn't accept dojin and the baby that he went back. He knows what it's like to grow up in an unloved family that's why he went back to please them into accepting Byul. He might not have the proper mother skills or deep level of emotions but let's not forget hyesung was never brought up in a loving family so he doesn't know how it is. He doesn't know what a mother is like cause his mother left him. He had his life completely tilter upside down after he met dojin. He had a child out of his will and a relationship he never wanted. He is really young, he wasn't ready for any of this that's why he ran away from Byul after giving birth. He refused to look at Byul because he knew he had to runaway and if he did it would stop him. Cause he deeply did care about Byul. He went to see how they were doing to the park and he was happy Byul was doing well. He regretted leaving byul sou much and he is still guilty but he is trying his best. He doesn't want to be like his mom. He is young and went through so much so he isnt exactly perfect. No one is perfect. Hyesung still has alot of growing up he needs to do. He might not be the perfect mother. But regardless of being dojins wife or Byuls mom he is still a human. He needs space. He can't be there for his child jsut to make him happy when he is down and traumatised. His immaturity comes from his age and his experiences. Unlike dojin he is very young. He was suddenly exposed to so many different things and he probably didn't know how to tske care of it all. He might look like someone who is thirsty for money but that's most young people. Eveyone wants a luxurious life and all. However if he onlt cared about money he wouldn't care about dojins his family or byul. But he does deeply care about them. He is still learning.His childish behaviour like fighting with Byul and all comes with his age. Now when we are face front with life issues or exams or such things most of us wants to run away. We want to go somewhere far away as possible when we come face to face with things we don't know how to handle. That's what hye sung did after he gave birth to Byul. He didn't know what to do so he chose the easy option. To runaway. He was a confused youngster who had no idea of what being a mother at such a young age or or what it was like to start a family felt like .He is not a perfect person

Idk in my opinion it was stupid of Black Loong to give away his powers. But then ppl do stupid stuff in the cases of love. But it will be bad if Gold Loong leaves the heavenly relm. Cause after his father's death there is no one to protect it and things will get difficult obviously. Plus emperor did wrong by not telling him about his father's death and also by bringing him back so suddenly, a clear explanation was needed for the other loongs to also understand why he actually had to leave. That might have stopped black Loong from making that stupid decision.

Honesty one of the most down to earth manhwas out there and I loved every party of it. So nostalgic and amazing. I love dthe relationship progress and how it wasnt rushed. How they were able to cope with each other through communication. How they were so different but at the same time couldn't help but like each other. The growth and all it was amazing and Its sad this is the end. I really wish there were side stories as to how they are doing now which I would love to read. I really love manhwas and mangas likes this. If anyone knows anything similar pls let m know

I dont think the grey haired aunt is evil. She obviously knows that Jinhao won't get He lingwei. Her point about Jinyao was that he is stupid to choose love over power. Cause if Jinyao marries into the Qin family then he would be more powerful and has more advantage over the company, and the grey haired aunt is on Jinyaos side and wants him to win. Thats her point. She also misunderstood the fact Jinyao is in love with some girl (she was referencing to the blonde girl who Jinyao used to take care of due to the request of his professor and he also took her to parties and all probably that's why. But what no one knows is that Jinyao actually loves someone who is from a very powerful family. It's basically a win win for him (power and love) but idk if yiyis grandparents would be able to take it well aha since it's both guys buts lets see what is yet to come

The 2nd hand embarrassment I got from the last chapter

Is it just me or is the story between gao fushuai and straight guy more interesting than the actual story. Honestly it's so entertaining and funny to read that

Every single chapter I am internally screaming at Yeonwoo to not go back to Keith. I wish he would have kept his pride and treat Keith like a piece of shit (as he deserves). Like sis step up the game and have some dignity for yourself. If I was him, even if Keith was the sexiest man alive I would dump his ass. Like after the part where he got raped by 2 guys and where he blamed him, since then i would have and never turned arnd and quit the company for good. Honestly I want an omega verse with a strong willed omega tbh, who knows how to keep the alphas grounded and who has high will and pride. He goes back to keith everytime and its so annoying, idc even if Keith is the main he is trashy. The hot guys are always the trashiest, sick of this bad boy bs. everyone get yourself a man who treats you right, a good nice person. Not these type of dominant toxic r@pey guys. Also I am happy that these days alot of yaois are improving since semes seem to ask for consent in a few new recent ones I read. Idc about ur opinion but if ur justifying Keith's actions and saying he was just in heat then ur literally supporting r@pe and u need to feel ashamed. And NO u can't use the excuse "yeownoo enjoyed it too", he basically asked for the pills first but then Keith dropped it. It's the same as saying "u should have dressed properly or u should have not been out late at night". I am pretty sure even if Yeownoo had a crush on Keith (he has horrible taste in men) he would have still wanted to be handled with care and have sex out of love and not basically get r@pes. Plus he was hesitant too at first.

I hope jooin doesn't fall for this i like you bs. God now that everyhting is going agaisnt what he wants he is confessing. He better not accept it!!!! Now that he took a stand for himself I really hope he doesn't go back to square one