huh what? I don't understand the story
my interpretation
she's reading her ancestor spirit users diaries and finds the same story of inability and isolation that she's experienced in her past life. this may mean 3 things:
1.that the arrival of the younger sister may be connected to not awakening
2.she'll be able to use spirits in her future
3.this has happened before











sometime I just want to live just like her, hanging around at home w pet and other stuff