Y'all I did the math, based on how many chapters the novel has/the plot development, it's gonna take at least 10 years for this to be close to finishing. (▰˘◡˘▰)
Got so used to these assholes that I'm feeling shocked when they aren't like this
I have learned 26 minutes into finding out I caught covid that corona is an absolute bitch.I just found out about 26 minutes ago that I caught corona, and that I MAY have given it to my brother. I'm trying to make myself feel better by making jokes but everyone in my family just pissed at me for ' making a joke out of a serious matter'. Humor is my coping mechanism and I have a really hard time not spilling everything that happened to me, so this distancing thing is really hard. I can't really call any of my friends and say anything since they're all so busy. Even if they were able to reply they might accidentally tell their parents and then the community will treat my family like outcasts since no one wants to be around even a healed covid patient. I'm lonely as fuck and this mask is killing me but “People cannot win against their loneliness because loneliness is this world's worst kind of pain.”. I hope I can get some replies since it always makes me happy to receive replies on my comments. Even insults would be welcome, I just want some company. ┗( T﹏T )┛ Thank you for reading if you made it this far, may god bless you and I hope you manage to stay safe!
I just found out about 6 minutes ago that I caught corona, and that I MAY have given it to my brother. I'm trying to make myself feel better by making jokes but everyone in my family just pissed at me for ' making a joke out of a serious matter'. Humor is my coping mechanism and I have a really hard time not spilling everything that happened to me, so this distancing thing is really hard. I can't really call any of my friends and say anything since they're all so busy. Even if they were able to reply they might accidentally tell their parents and then the community will treat my family like outcasts since no one wants to be around even a healed covid patient. I'm lonely as fuck and this mask is killing me but “People cannot win against their loneliness because loneliness is this world's worst kind of pain.”. I hope I can get some replies since it always makes me happy to receive replies on my comments. Even insults would be welcome, I just want some company. ┗( T﹏T )┛ Thank you for reading if you made it this far, may god bless you and I hope you manage to stay safe!
why are y'all so excited right now? The dude is cute and all but he stole a treasure and gifted it to her like an idiot. Like no permission was taken at all. Now she's getting screwed over bc of it. Why are there no comments scolding his behavior and just wake-up bitch comments? I genuinely want to know.
I love how cute their relationship is, but the fact that they're glossing over the eunuchs he killed without reason isn't cool. I don't mind psycho leads/characters at all(I actually prefer them), but I hate when they mention it and just move on. Like, you can't just add that sort of red flag and not address it with another plot device. It seemed more like a comedic thing than an important plot detail hinting at his mental state.
╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭. I don't really know, feel free to argue with me{I'm a lonely bitch}
The novel shows how Erin was manipulative and always got him into trouble. Here they paint her as only heartbroken. The cheating wasn't it, don't get me wrong(▰˘◡˘▰). But the promo makes her much more pitiful than she actually was. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ Can't do much for the ml other then this.
*The erin I'm talking about is the og that ended up dying
Ya know-how at the last page of each blood sacrifice chapter they add a line? i made a poem using the lines as inspo. (▰˘◡˘▰)
Stendhal syndrome
Witless, barking but without fangs
That in itself
Was the essence of being
Nightmares plague, dreams not seen
Tempting, seducing
Such is the ugly nature
The unspoken vulgar truth
Forbidden fruit
And unsatiated curiosity
However
Please be the unique being
Please stay behind
The beauty reaching peak, drowning others in euphoria
Starting once again, the stendhal syndrome
The feeling coursing through
The dizziness and flushed surroundings
All from you and your beauty
Until all fades away with only the pain left
This addiction
Threatening to break free
Why won’t you run
Why, why, why
The feeling that arises
Seeing the small blooming on your face near another person
The bright red flower-like dots
The bright eyes without dimness
The kind smile
A expression hard earned and once only seen by me
So coveted and revered
Now causes a green eyed monster to be born
The jealousy that became hard to control
Slowly the chains came out
Restraining you
Watching the broken image
The doll like figure
Cutting my heart more than anything
So i urged you to leave
Hesitance
So kind you were
Unlike the cruel nature embedded in us
Such was the truth
You were the exception
However you kept me in the dark
You made me believe you would always stay
The day came
When you finally broke free
Chains cut
No lingering affection or gratitude left for me
The euphoria that never came back
Losing my memories as the madness consumed me completely
The forgotten stendhal syndrome
And the abandoned me
Drowning in pain and regret
Too late
One shouldn’t cry over spilled milk
I was the one who told you to leave
And now I am the one begging you to come back and stay
The night is no longer young
In the end, such was the nature of human beings
Tempting and seducing
The unspoken vulgar truth
Witless and without fangs
To slowly waste away unwilling
Slowly forgetting the euphoria that i once experienced
Seeing and watching over you, with your overflowing beauty
And my no longer seen Stendhal syndrome
Ya'll, I feel like the headmaster is going to get suspicious after meeting with the dude. For some reason, I think he realized something was off after the guy said to look after the map.
He deserved that one. He had it coming ya'll, After scamming that many people he doesn't have any right to live well. Priscilla probably won't like this gift tho, seeing as she's so kind. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Like, I agree, the prince is being annoying. However, HOWEVER the death threats, and cursing that some of ya'll are commenting is just not it. He isn't doing anything to physically harm her. I'm not gonna support him, he ain't worth it. You guys need to realize that the overreactions you show towards certain characters are seriously scary. I would check my attitude to make sure that it wouldn't cause my peers any problems in the future. Especially since the reactions you are giving to him because though very irritating, he isn't doing anything that is harming her.
Am I the only one who was brokenhearted for Gothe. I have never seen a comment on any site for him and I've read this on multiple sites many times. No matter how you look at him he was an even more tragic version of many of the female leads were pity. He was such a desperate child. ╥﹏╥
Bruh at http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/it_s_difficult_to_love_an_otaku/nbt/mpn_chapter-2350356/pg-6/ my heart broke so bad. That entire chapter made me wail so badT_TTTTTTTTTTTTTT
she / her
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I mean, I pity him a lot. He probably didn't live an easy life before, and once he had some sort of wealth and respect it was taken away from him in such a pathetic manner. He probably didn't even know whether or not the sister was involved in the scheme. I feel bad for the girl too but honestly, I pity him a little more.
Why don't we all just take a moment to appreciate how Litia's ambiguous wording yet AGAIN made others misunderstand her. She was talking about eating too much meat soon and the spy thought she was crying over losing all her things. This is getting kind of funny. Can't wait for when the handsome men crew thinks she's about to die when she's having another nosebleed from hotness bling bling overload. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
In the novel, the ML warmed up but was still suspicious for a while( with good reason). In here he just randomly fell for her already and it's stupid tbh.