this hurts so bad, i don't even know how he managed to convince himself to live if i were him i would be long gone. poor taiyo i wish i could engulf him in a hug and run away with him he went through so much and was forced so much more on top of that
i always knew losing someone precious to you would hurt but i never experienced it until two days ago when my kitten died of a heart attack. i feel so empty, i wish i had the ability to all of a sudden see ghosts so i could have said goodbye properly
raws pls