
After the long read I did at tumblr posts discussing Ch 24, I now realized why I was crying so hard as I kept reading each page. The conflicting feelings of happiness and pain. Doumeki was giving into his feelings of love for Yashiro but was also in pain for giving in to his lust and the desire to monopolize Yashiro. Yashiro was as if his whole world and being was splitting apart. His lustful body reacts to the kind of treatment, THE kind of sex, that he swore he never wanted to receive ever again, re-living the horrible sensations his 10 y.o. self experienced. The conflicting feelings of "I trust Doumeki", breached trust, breached defenses, yet "I still trust Doumeki". I feel like I was in Yashiro's shoes, I am overwhelmed with everything that all I could do was cry, Yashiro couldn't so I feel like I was crying for him. The feeling of a parent holding his/her child as he/she refuses with all his/her might to get a painful treatment for a severe disease, like undergoing chemo again. The child knows how painful chemo is so he/she doesn't want it anymore but he needs to. Parents feel the pain of seeing their child undergo the same hell but needs it, I also feel like a parent.
***sorry long post just need to let it out***

What a headache! I guess Nii-san would do anything for Shinobu, even have sex with him just to satisfy his needs. Not saying it in a bad way, it's just how his life was all about ever since their parents died. So I think he didn't romantically loved Shinobu the way his son did. I also think it's the same for Shinobu, though they kept repeating 'Nii-san lover', I think it's supposed to mean brother complex. So it's just Kazuomi who had the original incest feels. I just finished reading this but a shota-looking 25 yr old is not my cup of tea.

Only in manga. I wouldn't like this if this was real porn. I don't like too buffed guys doing each other but in manga, I feel fine HAHA.

Same. I feel you B'D

They don't need to have stories but I guess I am looking for sensuality AND passion. Like, the slow build and foreplay that make great impact to the main event. What am I saying? HAHA What I really mean is the usual pattern in manga and blcds: kiss, nipple-play, b/hj, finger (teased to the limit; almost always lacking in porn), dirty talk, then penetration, and most importantly, the sensitive reaction of either the uke or seme, or both. I guess they are so used with it they are not as sensitive anymore, or not. Heck, not familiar with gay porn, sorry, hahaha. Just got curious and got disappointed.
***wow that was detailed yaoi what have you done to me....***

oh hahaha well how do you feel about lesbian porn? there is one video i really like, it has the kissing adn then forplay, and the main sex scene. its really sensual, i felt like i was intruding on them xD hahaah if you want, ill see if i can find it again and give you the link or something:D hope thats not weird, but it probably is. hahahaah

I was at the brink of crying at the hospital scene. The situation i so real and how Minato confided with other people about his problem unlike the usual plot where the victim/uke is always keeping and facing their problems on their own. Gosh what a perfect relationship! Though, I thought that the story is too fast. It seems like the series would have a short run, I mean how else can the story be stretched?

This panel really gets me! Taking their drama to a next level.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/caste_heaven/bt/a54ffdf2f21ccf61/Ch14/pg-32/
BTW, for those who are familiar with Korean music, Senzaki's style reminds me of how GD AND Zion.T dressed. The tattoos, shades, charisma and the way Senzaki moves and talks are like if you would merge GD and Zion.T.
This is my kind of manga. Though, it's not so romantic since this is more of a smut but the romance between yakuza dispute story is on point. It has the right amount of sexiness, uncensored-ness, hot scenes then the story has yakuza, blood (a lot of blood), guns, drugs and other morbid stuff. Amazing!