I feel like the he's gonna try teaching him to be "good" and the town is gonna try to get rid of him. Also if it was death why did it have to be through a whole ass beating.
I think the first part was actually Guwon beating himself.
Feels like the bottom is more likely the bitch of the art gallery old man. Probably doesn't want him to know he's looking around with younger guys.
And then the top is gonna act hurt bc the bottom basically was using him for fun.
That's my theory I'll put this on hold until its finished to see if I'm right.
Prolly
and then bottom gets more and more attached to the top and the old man finds out and boom shakalaka
I'm so nervous I feel like the doctor will manipulate him into thinking our seme betrayed him by keeping the memories a secret
Everyone's got trust issues from years of reading BL lmao
But I also think he's being fake
Yeah like idk man i cant trust how nice he is
STOP DONT SAY TGAT
IM SORRYY BUT IDK MAN HES TOOOO NICE.
I don't think he's being fake but I do think he's not really human.
Just like Dora taught me to say, delicioso.
Tops who actually look like they feel good is da shit.
But I'm still going to doubt him because I've been burned too many times in these dam stories.
I mean it's crazy how much lack of understanding for the bottom there is. Since the beginning the bottom always made it clear he was looking for pain, fuck the top literally tried DROWNING him when they first met. I'm pretty sure that set the standards for their relationship like??
He gets feelings and that's when he tones it down, and obviously the bottom is like hmm what's this dude doing. And when the bottom realizes he's unsatisfied he tries to break it off but obviously the top doesn't want to. So he sends him to the hospital lol he's such a nice dude.
If he's from the BDSM community then he knows the importance of compatibility. He knows if he thinks something isn't right then you communicate clearly and calmly, not cussing someone that they're not normal because they like pain to an extreme.
It's like everyone here hates the bottom just for the reason that he spiraled into his own rape. He wanted sex. He thought he was going to a consensual sex party. He didn't know about the drugs or the videos.
Yes he knew that bastard wasn't safe but that's the point, he wasn't looking for love or cuddles, he was chasing that feeling (which I'm pretty sure the drugs that he was secretly being fed fucked him over during this whole thing.)
He just needed therapy, not for the top to come with a holier than thou attitude blaming him for everything that happened.
Finally someone that understandss. Yaii I'm so happy (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Preach...cause why everyone here just blames the mc! I think his sexual fantasies are not Normal enough for them
I don’t hate the bottom, but I do think he doesn’t understand safe play. Bdsm does not mean that you should be sent to the hospital and act ok, that’s self-harm and it’s a very clear and defined line. The bottom literally said “I wish he would just kill me”, that’s a s**cidal person. Of course the top will be concerned as the bottom isn’t clear with his limits and has clearly demonstrated that he will not participate in safe play practices. Where I don’t agree with the top is that he also could safeword and ensure that safe play continues, not bend to the bottom’s wishes and hurt him. The top recognized that he was being placed in a position of unsafe play and he clearly had feelings for the bottom.
When the top waterboarded the bottom or performed breath play, he clearly knew how to do it safely and within limits to make the bottom feel good and still enjoyable safe play.
The bottom needs therapy and psychiatry, he needs to be placed on s**cide watch and I’m glad the top broke up with him. I want to see growth on both ends and then maybe the bottom can enter subspace and enjoy safe play as the top intended from the beginning
Youi know I actually really hate the top in this. It started out so nicely and it kind of just spiraled. My biggest fucking pain is the top just straight up having a fit because the bottom doesn't share his tastes. Like it's pretty obvious the bottom enjoys pain, there's people out there who have this extreme kink, and in regulated environments it's not dangerous. But he just absolutely fucked it up and blames the bottom for it?
He got feelings first, he set the rules and broke it, didn't even bother explaining shit. Like with his job, the bottom wasn't even involved in the case, he could have just said this place is dangerous and can get you involved in some drug crimes and the bottom would have definitely just steered clear.
Sure, there were moments where I wanted to slap the bottom like with the stalker but I also understood he didn't want to make it into a bigger deal for fear of getting outed as way.
I just hate the fact the top gets to be a "better" character than the bottom. Like he's the victim. Bitch you're just a guy who apparently can't cope with his own feelings.
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I'm still sus at everything
Same here same but I don wanna read the novell
same every time i read the updates i am still sus at everything
This is like a less toxic version of jinx
why'd you chose Jinx as a comparison? aside from the ml being an athlete they don't have any similarities at all
I agree. I keep seeing people do this but they have nothing in common except the athlete thing. Not even the same sport.
Because it's an athele with black hair and the uke has brown hair? Why is it such a big deal lol
Does it matter? They popped up into my head when I saw the cover why does everyone want to rationalize everythingg
bc why not? u commented on a public site ofc people would question why you mentioned Jinx when they have nothing in common. why are you even pressed? I just asked out of curiosity.
Gig of the day is the less toxic version of jinx
Never let bro compare anything anymore
They do have things in common tho. And I just asked why it was a big deal I compared it why are you so pressed?
Is it? I've not read any other sporty BL in a bit. Is the top like sweet or just a less crazy version?
Dont wanna (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Gig of the day is not sporty but the characters look almost the same. I feel like the mc is a cuter version of Dan, he also has debts and his life is kinda shitty. And the ml is this rich guy, that ignores his feelings but is not as violent as the ml in jinx. He takes better care of him. Ian and Jaekyung are trash and unlikeable honestly