
wish me luck, reading with pano by zack tabudlo

chapter 62, can I just say how im so right as to the reason "why" aryka feels more human than the rest of his peers?
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i had come up with theories that maybe he was in a coma or brain dead but how he came to be a dream watcher must've been his strong desire to be given a second chance to make everyone feel love and give love. And that the sky above decided that this was enough reason, a deserving reason , for an otherwise person thats closer to death to be a dream watcher.
Andddd maybe (i havent read up to chapter 63 yet) his soul couldn't go to the nothingness after all same with the reason for not being able to go to heaven of be reincarnated, because he still has a vessel, a physical body. Or maybe the nothingness option is just a blessing in disguise for idk reasons.

Tldr: I hate that I like this
m an absolute hypocrite, I really like their 'normal' conversation but outside of that? im tearing my hair off. god I want that ilay to drop dead. yknjw how freaking scared I was when taeui was being hunted??? and i just kept praying for his leg to heal and then taking it back bcs ilay would definitely break it again . its so bad that I started thinking "what would I do if i were taeui?" like damn I would jump off a volcano. As much as i want taeui to have what he wants, I can't really do anything if taeui starts wanting(he's starting to) ilay.

I don’t understand it myself hahah I tend to ditch stories with red flag MLs. A great MC isn’t a good enough reason for me to keep reading but I keep doing it with this one anyway lol
I can’t help but be drawn to the story or maybe Taeui is just so darn likable. Although, I admit, any trace of logic has left the room with Ilay blushing scene

I knowwww, and yknow where taeui had the last laugh before leaving?? that scene was majestic bcs I felt every emotion on the spectrum. I think that scene solidified my opinion of taeui that i forget ilay is there but ofc this doesnt happen bcs its written ilay to be as daunting and infuriating as he can be hahhhhh,,,,

I prayge its not one where everything goes sour(bitter rather) when they get frisky and all that and she happens to be pregnant.(but she doesnt know yet) and he miraculously gained his memories and just decide right then and there to go back to his nasty antics playing god in the forest. And god, I hope yeon won't be the one pining for that man. pls tell me or hint at me that it isnt going to be in this direction

If I read it correctly, at some point they bang with no protection, he gets his memory back, they move in with the older brother, uhh something happens, he sends guys after her and they beat her up without knowing she's pregnant, and then I cant remember what happens after that but I was just so appalled when I read the spoilers at that specific part. But I think it gets resolved or smth, idk
I just love the way this makes my keet fick
I need chapter 20 of that cuddling to be real
chapter 31 made it real