
did laura wanted the "pendleton" to be rid off from her name or something or did i just remember it incorrectly
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Yes, she's been saying that once her grandma dies, she wants to get rid of her last name (I assume that she assumes that her uncle will get rid of her. So I don't know if that's actually what she wants or if she's projecting because she knows that's what will happen) and then become a governess for a rich household who'll have her. I think that's also some of the reason why she's been carefully building up a lot of goodwill from the London crowd.

wish me luck, reading with pano by zack tabudlo

chapter 62, can I just say how im so right as to the reason "why" aryka feels more human than the rest of his peers?
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i had come up with theories that maybe he was in a coma or brain dead but how he came to be a dream watcher must've been his strong desire to be given a second chance to make everyone feel love and give love. And that the sky above decided that this was enough reason, a deserving reason , for an otherwise person thats closer to death to be a dream watcher.
Andddd maybe (i havent read up to chapter 63 yet) his soul couldn't go to the nothingness after all same with the reason for not being able to go to heaven of be reincarnated, because he still has a vessel, a physical body. Or maybe the nothingness option is just a blessing in disguise for idk reasons.
I love the classic confession they went with