I really hate the top and i really hate the bottom for still wanting to be with him even after finding out the things he did. The top lost all of his attractiveness and mysteriousness to me and the bottom a dumbass cuz the person hes falling far and making aheago faces for as his cum oozes out of him is not the real him and is a sick sonuva. The top went his whole life being the way he is and the bottom's bussy changed him is whats trynna be sold here.
I couldn't agree more. I didn't like the bottom from the beginning because he was shitty to his friend who killed himself. The top is clearly a sicko, and to go after some guy that his friend offed himself over is equally sick. I would love to see the top crush the bottoms heart, and then die somehow. Let the bottom live out his days tormented or some shit.
Your last two sentences is what im going to convince myself happened becuz this story is botherin me. I think one comment mentioned the top had anti-social personality disorder somethin of the sort but there have been a bunch of evil yaoi tops like him without the disorder so i dont even want to entertain this as an excuse for him. And for him to idk gain some empathy sympathy becuz he was fucking one of the most boring lookin bottom that lacked personality is extra nonsense.
It wont be easy but once i come up with a suitable death for the top, ill manage to convince myself of a better ending.
That dude died truly believing mc was his friend, and the fact that mc couldn't keep it real by saying he wasn't interested in keeping in touch with him after all those years is a sucka ass bitch move that I can't respect. Then to covet the ml after all that is dispicable. I'm here hoping and dreaming to see him suffer a fate worse than death
I feel bad for yeonwoo and do not blame him
I just dunno how his character is supposed to be is he supposed to be the innocent naive maiden like character without any hidden intentions we have seen girl and women characters like this where theyre just like a mary sue and are there to exist and be taken advantage of but there has to be more to his character cuz we are mainly following rosa and her thoughts
We know he and rosa crossed paths as children with that snippet past memory or dream shown in prior chaps so maybe he got with rosa's mom becuz he remembers who rosa is and ultimately wants to get closer to her
Rosas mom making yeonwoo a husband is something i find odd since she let him go to that after drug party. Shes already rich and doesnt need to pimp out a boytoy for financial or power gain so whats up with that or maybe she wanted to test him?
I got the ick reading both chaps of the fucking while sleeping but 35 was extra icky becuz he stuck it in him without a condom and came inside of him knowing he didnt like that is tired as fuck from work and has work the next morning
I never liked the dynamic becuz the top fell for the lust and not the love but i hate it even more after chap 35 cuz the top has no right to get upset over anything with his privileged rich boy self the bottom gotta support himself and run a shop food customer service industry sucks











I kinda cried i feel bad for kentarou. He is alone in a big city from the countryside and taken advantage of immediately its sad he just wanted friends and even thought that the sleazy older men preying on him is better than nothing
Idek if 10k yen is a good price for a bj with swallow becuz i doubt it which makes it sadder