At first. But the way the author wrote his character, he is beginning to grow on me.
I see him as a person wallowing in self misery because he knew he contributed to the suffering of his brother. He's trying to right his wrongs but life treats him like shit and he's trying cope and numb himself with booze, drugs, and sex. And in some way, it's like his form of self punishment too and just like that he cycles over and over to his bad habits.
Seeing the new development in the story, I don't think he even likes sex despite acting like he's always enjoying it. I really hope Jin treats him with care because Jian is in such a fragile state. I feel like one more shitty life event and he'll try to off himself.
That part where Hayden talked about love, altruism etc. I felt so seen.
I kinda get how it's connected to Brett's upbringing too. Like, if he were in a normal loving family, he'd probably have different worldview about these things. But since he's been brought up in a home that kinda focuses on shallow transactional relationships to maintain social/political power, I can see why he's probably become such a jaded person who thinks he is not capable of giving Hayden love and commitment.
Idk man chapter 27 is making me feel so much feelings. I wish I read it first before chapter 28. Now I feel like crying lmao









Have to draw the mc in his bunny form with cum dripping all over it. Is this like a fetish thing of theirs? Genuinely asking.
Also, guys don't give bunnies a bath. It makes them more receptive to catching colds and mess up their body temp regulation. It can kill them.
Bunnies are like cats, they groom themselves. But honestly, after seeing that diabolical scene, I don't even want to think of the mc self grooming in his bunny form.