
Honestly, the author shouldn’t have made it where fate forcibly made them love each other (i.e. their heart thumped for each other when they were basically strangers). Fate literally turned a straight man gay. In that sense, their love doesn’t feel sincere.
But the second male lead naturally fell for MC and protected him when nobody was watching. If the accident never happened MC probably would have ended up with second ML. Sigh.

but on webtoon it’s not there. where are the 18+ scenes from?

If I'm not mistaken, I believe the 18+ scenes are on their website http://www.theyaoiarmy.com (they have many other manga on there too) but I think you might have to pay for the chapters. Webtoon doesn't allow 18+ scenes

Seokjo finding out the reason for his father's suicide: "Oh... let me think about this for a few days... Okay yeah like whatever I guess. I'm horny give me a kiss."
Like what. ??????? So anti-climatic. What the heck was that plot build-up even for if you're gonna react like that?
Also, it was never explained why he was kissing all those guys for. 60% of my motivation for reading was just to figure that out.
This really had me thinking about what happens at the end of many BLs. If this were a regular BL, the story would have probably ended when they first had sex with each other (when they were still in college). This makes me question a bunch of BLs that I’ve read and whether or not they would have had happy endings to the end :(
My thoughts exactly. this story is so realistic.