Guys we have one more chapter of this insanity to go, so you have to endure for a little bit longer. Param and Han do the dirty, but after a few chapters, Param realises his true feelings for Hwi. So, grit and bare it for one more chapter. Hwi will break things off with Param so now Param will have to work to get Hwi back.
Ok, so I couldn't wait for the chapter to be uploaded any further so I purchased it on the paid site and here are my observations and takeaways from what I just witnessed:
Param really tried to hold off Mr. Han's advances, even told him that he, Mr. Han was not the only person he had feelings for. Mr. Han said he knew Param also had feelings for Hwi but told Param to give him a chance too. At that point, Param was so overcome by his desire for Mr. Han that they started to go at it right there in the car. But before going too far, Mr. Han suggested they go some place else. In the room, Han asked Param when he first started to have feelings for him and what he liked about him. Param said he couldn't remember but that he thought Han was sexy and had a good body. Then the dirty starts.
My Takeaways:
Yes, I was angry and disappointed in Param for not being stronger in holding off Han, but what took over him was more chemical than emotional. Param was so overcome by his long pent up desire for Mr. Han that he literally couldn't think clearly anymore. You can kinda see it with the inner monologue he has going on. Is this an excuse, no. But just my point of view. It was like he needed to "scratch that itch" with Han to get it out of his system for good. Again, my point of view. This could be why in the next chapter after they finish their "dirty deed" he doesn't stay around and bolts out of that room crying realising what he'd done and why after his date with Hwi, he's overcome with guilt and comes to his senses about how he truly feels.
We have to wait for the official translations for chapter 40 to really get a true idea of what Param was feeling afterwards, but Param was really in a tough spot and I'm a little less angry at him after he comes to his senses in chapter 43. Although I want him and Hwi to work out, he needs to grovel to Hwi and beg his forgiveness. Hwi needs to make him work for it.
Thank you..i need that insight...
param is such a hmph..can believe i'm saying this..
he's a jerk to hwi....i dont like it...
How many of you are hitting refresh every minute waiting for the new chapter? ♂
They were in so much heat, they couldn't even make it to the bed or sofa, right in the doorway.