
Saw the new chapter (ch.40) on Lezhin and I have mixed feelings.
*****Spoiler alert****
Param and Han fuck (not really a spoiler since this was inevitable based upon ch.39)
It seems, though, that Param goes through with it simply because he is a horny bastard. He simply wanted to fuck Han, one out of anger, two out of horny lust. Based upon their interaction during and his reaction (inner monologue) after, I don't know if there is any deep feelings towards Han other than him acting out of pure lust. Han displayed more affection towards Param than the other way around. This could be something he needed to get out of his system so he could confront his true feelings for Hwi. Now, considering he hurt Hwi in this way, I hope he grovels and begs Hwi to forgive him and take him back. Hwi is an sweetie though, so he probably will.

Saw the latest raws and it's so heartbreaking.
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Param seems to have gotten a cold from getting wet in the rain. His friend comes over with some "medicine" and they have a chat about his relationship status. She then leaves and seems to call Hwi and tell him about Param's sickness. Hwi goes to Param's place with medicine in hand and then Param opens the door and Hwi embraces him. However, that doesn't happen as that was only in Hwi's mind, and he instead leaves the medicine at the door and walks away. Param opens the door to find the medicine and rushes to his balcony and watches Hwi walk away. It's so obvious that Hwi cares really deeply for Param and I'm not sure Param deserves him. Hwi needs to make him earn it.

Ohhh~ but my mental state is not really good right now. So prejudice against Param. Though I kinda get it. He likes Mr. Han. They are not exclusive ( him and hwi) so he's kinda free. Sigh. Still I didn't like what he did to Hwi after he rolled in sheet with his Mr. Han. Gonna wait for the next update anticipating more angst

Contains spoilers, so read at your own risk.
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Ok folks, we have to grit and bare it a little longer cause in the next chapter (ch.40) they go all the way Σ(  ̄□ ̄||). But it seems like Param is really regretful and even realises in a few chapters afterwards (ch.43) that he prefers Hwi over Han but by then, Hwi has already told Param that they shouldn't see each other anymore after figuring out that something happened between Param and Han. So, its about to get real interesting

Although I am as disgusted at Param as most of you are, I realise that this was a natural step for not only the evolution of the story but also for Param. Up to this point and for most of the story Param has been this "man child" a boy in a grown-ups body and he's acted like it. He has been hooking up with his P.T. who has started to develop feeling for him and vice versa, all the while harbouring a deep physical attraction for his superior at work. Now don't all get angry at me at once, but Param needed to explore those feelings for Han in order for him to grow. He must now face the consequences of his actions like an adult. Make grown up decisions, because his decision to hook up with both men not only affect him, but the men as well. How he handles that will say a lot about him.

Totally agree. Plus, if he never explored his feelings both he & Hwi would never be completely comfortable. Param would probably always wonder ‘what if I’d given Han a chance?’ & Hwi will wonder if Param settled for him because he was too scared to pursue something with Han. Param needs to see Han is not for him & go running back to Hwi.

Agree! The only way I get through it is to remind myself that, technically, Param hasn’t chosen anyway yet so is still single.
At the same time, I totally understand how a newly de-virginized man-boy would find it next to impossible to withstand the time-tested seduction methods of a playboy ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
That’s like asking Param to beat Han in a race, knowing Param can only speed-walk while Han holds the world record in the 100-meter dash.
A heads up: for those who were traumatised by chapter 39, read chapter 40 at your own risk!
Is it worse??
It is.
****Spoiler****
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They fuck!!
That was the most beautiful description I have ever seen . Just bravo
Sorry wrong comment
thank you for telling me, now Imma go cry-