
so conflicted, coz i love when they show that someone isnt a "bad" person, everyone has there own circumstances and up brings
but like, idk rn im in final szn and i wanted simple-shallow-2D-characters-to-dislike
but since her [blond fl] personality isnt 2D, now i CANT hate her
everyone in this manhwa is soooo flawed and human, which is great :) (expect the crown prince, he IS a flaw...i feel no pity for him [at least yet ig but prob wont])

So conflicted, coz I wanted him with the younger one (coz they're the ones spending more time together) but he keeps remembering the few moments with the older (shy) brother more than the moments with the younger one, so now idk who to go for
I just want them all to be happy

But also, he could just be remembering it more coz he noticed a major difference in personality, BUT ALSO it didn't feel like that
His daze felt more "leading to blushing" than "somethings not adding up"
BUT ALSO he could be like that coz he felt like he saw another side of him, (but doubt that coz, again, he felt it was a diff person altogether)
POINT IS, WE CANT KNOW FOR URE WHO HES LEANING TOWARDS RN
*sigh* not the rape culture, it's so uncomfortable to read, just pulling thro for a hopefully redemption arc (somehow) and for anubis