
oh lord, that... haahhhh idk where to begin. I actually knew the ending and what this manhua was about before I started reading it today (cause there's an bl/yaoi ig acc that I've been following for years now and they talked/discussed about what happened)... AND because of that I avoided reading this manhua cause I am not good with tragedies/dramas.
I don't regret reading it but, I've kinda disatisfied with how Jiang suffers (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ he needs to suffers a bit more (his mental breakdown was too early) (︶︿︶)=凸 and lastly Ivan/Ziyu Ai NEEDS HAPPINESS AND THAT GOES TO ZHI SHU/LEWIS TOO!! ARRGGHHHHH... I kinda wished there's an alternative world/ending for them :'/ my heartaches for them to be happy together!

the first 21 chp got me really ticked off mainly because the uke was quite (very) self-centered, rather than it being a misunderstanding between the two, it's more like the uke's fault tbh and I was expecting more drama even though I hate dramas (the irony hahahaha)... the part where the seme wants to move on from the uke was like a sting to my heart cause I've been in a simillar situation... where you keep chasing the one you like for years and hoping they would reciprocate to your feelings one day but ended up hurt instead (multiple times at that)... But, in my case I decided to move on cause I was mentally and emotionally exhausted.
Was in it for good plot (and was expecting for a good plot) and all I got was smut hmmm... But, the smut was great tho ngl but kinda lacking if that make sense( ̄∇ ̄")