
No matter how long they’ve been together, I feel that Sajou has never fully handed his heart to Hikaru, while Hikaru bare his whole heart out to Sajou. Don’t get me wrong, Sajou truly loves Hikaru but I guess he’s just never brave enough to completely tie Hikaru down because deep down in his heart he’s always preparing himself for the day when Hikaru will definitely leave him (even though Hikaru will never leave him for good, we must believe this is just a temporary separation (๑•ㅂ•)و✧) so he’s always consciously or subconsciously putting space between himself and Hikaru, when in fact, he just wanna hold onto Hikaru forever and not let go.
Anyway sadness and angst aside, I believe ‘Living Together’ is another doukyuusei series that promises us readers that a beautiful future awaits them (▰˘◡˘▰) They will be back together and the bond between them will be much stronger that before.

I feel like no matter how much they say they are over Mei’s death in the future, the seme will always see Mei in Akane, even if he claims to love Akane completely as himself. On some days, he’d probably think of how if Mei were still alive, they’d probably build a home together and live like how he is with Akane now. Just my two cents.

My heart totally wrenched at the line “And goodbye... to the butler who was exclusively mine” ( T﹏T ) Maybe it’s just me but I could feel so much happiness yet regrets in Aoi in that one line.

i dont think there was regret in that statement. happiness, yes.

I think you guys are misunderstanding something here..regrets as in not regretting each their own current loving and happy family but regrets as in in every decision and choice that we made we’d always subtly have that feeling of regrets that what if you chose the other option, what would become of us, what would be the totally different outcome. I mean that’s what I felt. Regret and nostalgia just not in the bad way but more of a what would be of us if I chose a different path kind of way.

That's you. But from your comment it's like regret from aoi forchoosing jirou instead of his butler. And it was more strengthened with your reply, that in every decision there are always this subtle regret. Remember that Michiru(?) Made aoi choose, and well choosing jirou was aoi's choice. So yeah. I'm sorry for misunderstanding your comment anyway :)

If anyone understood raw ch65, please explain it to me thanks!! (>_<)
Poor Jinha knelt down before Lu but Lu is giving all sinister smiles and vibes while carrying a fainted Siwon in his embrace. Siwon fainted from BDSM plays, and I think even though Lu wants to bully Siwon as signs of affection, after seeing the crying face of Siwon who lost consciousness, I guess Lu is feeling the I-wanna-bully-him-make-him-cry-yet-it-hurts-to-see-him-cry-so-I-wanna-protect-him-and-treat-him-gently vibes lol. Whatever it is, I don’t like the look of how Jinha knelt down before Lu who is carrying Siwon whom fainted from exhaustion in his embrace. It doesn’t feel nice. It feels like Lu is showing dominance and a winning edge over Jinha in getting Siwon. Haha I don’t understand if the author is trying to make a new ship official or smth but the author has a BDSM kink lol. And this chapter made Jinha look so powerless, like he couldn’t do anything even if he witnessed everything before his eyes. Is there not a plan or solution or something but just let Lu does whatever he pleases to ‘win’ Siwon over - body and heart?? Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)
P.s. I really don’t know and can’t imagine how author is gonna make Jinha and Siwon get back together again after going this far with the plot of Lu and Siwon. This took a dark turn and feels like it’s falling into an abyss.. I feel sad for Jinha..

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I ran the text through a translator so some of it is still unclear to me, so if someone can help us out I'd greatly appreciate it. From what I understand though... Lu explains to Siwon that the dream comes from Siwon's "sincerity". Siwon tells him it's not... Lu says a few things and starts reading from the documents on the desk... they are stories of Siwon's past memories and thoughts. He reads the one from the time when Siwon tells Jinha he likes him at the shrine in China and its just minor description about kissing and it still feeling awkward (??).
Siwon is embarrassed and snatches the paper from Lu. Then Lu decides to read the thoughts of Siwon from their night together when Siwon was drugged by the incense... Apparently Siwon's thoughts describe the smack from the riding crop as painful but making him hot and dizzy at the same time... and Lu licking him was like the best pleasure he's ever felt in this world.
Siwon is embarrassed and snatches the paper... falls to the desk, then cuffed to the desk. Then I think Lu asks if Siwon really enjoyed it and he starts spanking him, obviously manipulating Siwon into thinking he enjoys pain... Siwon says it hurts, and at one point says he hates it... then Lu wonders if it's not enough then uses the wax... Siwon cries its hot and it hurts... then after that Lu makes a comment about him not being able to tolerate much and saying it is only the beginning.
Then it jumps to Siwon being bounded to the table. Lu covers Siwon with his coat and carries him over to the wall where Jinha was forced to watch. Lu asks if Jinha enjoyed the show with him slowly taming Siwon... there was really a lot of things that was incoherent running through the translator, but he asks Jinha if he can do anything but get angry then Jinha falls to his knees and Jinha says something about crawling between his leg (probably referring to the chapter where Lu taunted about Jinha crawling between his legs) and Lu apparently gets a kick out of this because it's a new reaction from Jinha, says something about Jinha being prideful and finally submitting and how he is interested in him again... then the chapter ends with Lu saying he'd like to offer a proposal/suggestion.
Okay, so... like I said, I ran it through a translator. A lot of it could be wrong. But I had the extra time to run it through and tried to understand some things, so I hope this helps others... hopefully someone can clear up/correct things for us though!
The last page aside, this is such a cute and lovable manhwa!