
I'm so glad he brought up the ml bottoming if he really wants to do it, but I guess that also answers my question of why a lot of stories don't do it that way, especially when the dillema is the top's collosal dick lmaooooo. So it's all just for the preference and aesthetic.
The note is fcking hilarious too! The author really had to put up a notice that it was all the MC's beliefs and not their own. I'm so happy mc is the way he is though, I love how chill he is with his desires. His character's core boils down to "why not?". And why not indeed? They both consented and is willing to do it so why not give in? Props for the ml for stopping when he didn't get an enthusiastic confirmation though, we gotta praise that sht cuz even if that's the most basic standard, it was so rare for an ml to actually uphold that.

As much as I like Song Taewon, he's still such a frustrating character. He's got the power and the intellect to be the head of the association and root out the rot permeating through the entire organization, but he won't. He can do such a good job but he fcking won't. Everyone is valid for calling him a dog cuz he really is acting like one. He's doing exactly what he's told and isn't willing to make a change. I hope the recent chapters become a motivation for him to finally bite at the hand holding his leash.
(Ugh, but based on the dubious novel translation I read, he'll fcking insist on being the same way and have to get tricked just so the association's rotten parts can be cut off. Props for being in character and stubborn as usual but fck, he really is so frustrating. Step up babe! Take the seat and hold the leash, no need to depend on the association when you yourself can use it to tie the s-classes.)

I actually feel bad for Adrian. Not because he was cursed to be sick and on the verge of dying, but because Hilda is so fcking unhinged lmaoooo. Somehow, her excuses and ways of getting out of trouble gets creepier and more disturbing. I know it's for comedy purposes but it's bordering on harrassment at this point. I understand why Adrian wants to poison her, I support him this time lol (≧∀≦)

I just wrecked havoc on my bed, squirming and wiggling and punching my pillow as they held hands AND KISSED AGAIN. Ugh, my heart can't take it (/TДT)/ I need to sleep but these two are making me way too excited. Mc is so deliciously bold and flirty. He looks so innocent and pure but so far, he's the one who's been initiating these intimate acts. My man Kwon is the one feeling shy and blushing, so adorable!

The comedy's kinda overpowering the horror aspect of this story. Hilda's such a goofy fellow, I'm embarrassed more than scared of the plot lol. I guess it's fun but I also really want more scenes where it's serious and wouldn't end with her shenanigans. I loved the chapter with mother, really got my heart racing.

The two pariahs. Both outsiders. Hated by the people who was supposed to love them. There's something about characters who was chosen by nobody, meeting each other and finding out that they're in the same situation that moves me. It's so good when they build a place of their own. At least, that's what I would like to happen with Penelope and Callisto. I really love found family ╥﹏╥ and I want it so bad for them to finally have it.
Admittedly, Callisto isn't someone kind, but honestly, neither is Penelope. Their experiences shaped who they are, and what they became were broken jagged glass sharp enough to cut. I want them to both to heal, I'm so invested for them to rise above their trials and get peace. Ugh, if only they can both get out of the game and set fire to that entire world.

That sht about eating alone hit me so bad damn it. Made me remember eating lunch alone in school cuz the people I usually eat with was with their boyfriends and the only reason we even do it together is because we're seatmates. Also, when I was living alone in college, fckkkk.
Heejae is doing so good wooing Seyoung. My man is affection starved, alone and so insecure he can't see his good points. I'm not nearly as bad as him but when I found my group of friends? I'm such a sucker I'd do anything to keep them, I love them so much. They made my heart so full. Just continue being with him Heejae, and I'm sure he'll eventually fold lol. Maybe tone down being a jerk for a bit and it'll happen faster. But what you're doing now? Definitely in the right direction.

I love how sunbae's just so fcking chill. He needs a reference for sex toys? Buy it himself and display it. He almost got kissed? Might as well go for it to know how it feels like. He even changed the character sheet of the top he's writing cuz his muse isn't the toxic red flag he thought he was. He was so adamant that he wants his tops to be scumbags but he changed it so easily when realized Juheon isn't one. It was so sweet (≧∀≦)
I know the story contains a lot of disturbing tropes, things that will get you side eyed if you utter it and judged when people know you read this kind of plot but I gotta admit it was all so hot. Character design is topnotch, the sex scenes are amazing and the execution is good. So good in fact that I didn't even bat an eye with the bestiality lol, in fact I liked that part the most. Jfc I didn't expect it to be so good but it truly is. It broadened my world lmaooooo.