i really hope that he follows this up with “but i quickly realized that you were very different from her” bc i think its fine if he initially only took notice of her bc she reminded him of cecilia but HE KEEPS REITERATING THAT SHE REMINDS HIM OF HER WHICH FEELS WEIRDLY INCESTY TO ME so im gonna need him to draw a distinction please
[SPOILER] he does. he says that at first he thought she was similar to his sister but as he got to know her, he realized that she is the complete opposite of his sister. The reason he saved her life in the first place was because she looks similar to his sister and he blames himself for her sister's suicide. In a way he was trying to make up for it. He keeps bringing up his sister in regards to rian bc (1) he's in denial abt his feelings (2) he doesn't understand his feelings for rian (its unclear which it is as of rn).
"You remind me of my sister. I love that" Σ( ￣□￣||)
very much yoosung vibes coming from him
RIAN IMAGINED BELGARDE WHEN SHE WAS THINKING “what if my brother was against MY lover” YALL OMG OMG OMGGGGG
Ik me too me toooo HAHAHAHHAH
yall are calling jace dumb and clueless when he was literally continuously sexually assaulted on multiple occasions, one of them by the duke... imagine someone rapes you and then just says that they want to keep having sex with you... most people would not get the “i love you” memo from that im pretty sure
im hoping that even if he did find the list this is the time that we’re gonna see a personality shift from the emperor and so maybe he’ll react in a way she didnt except causing her to maybe fall for him a little for real?? also im sorry that knight dude is so fine bye
I CANT WAIT TO SEE THHEM AS ADULTS OMG
There's still a lot of chapters before that happens though
yea this is a greaaattt “punishment” stick two people with obvious sexual tension in a yaoi genre into a hotel room... yeaa totallyyy nothings gonna happen
SHIHYEON YUNJAE WHATEVER I JUST NEED YOU TO SAY IT BACK PLEASE IM BEGGING I WILL NEVER ASK THE YAOI GODS FOR ANYTHING EVER AGAIN BUT IF HE NEGLECTS HAJUNS FEELINGS AGAIN IM GOING TO CRY