Please remind me of what's happening lol
so as I understand it Honda is freaking out because he thinks that he's making it harder on kaido to pursue his dreams. he says that its happening again and that he promised himself he wouldnt hurt him again because when they were in high school Honda hurt kaido because he was jealous.
also, if you've read oko-sama box, the timelines are starting to connect I think and what we see here is what leads up to the beginning of that manga. like when Honda and kaido meet fujita at the cafe he works at and they get the coupon and Honda mentions giving it to Kawasaki, that happens in oko-sama box because that's the spin-off story of oko-sama star, featuring fujita and kawasaki.











Such a childish reason ...
A mercenary one, anyway.
I'm pretty sure the real reason Yuki broke up with him was to protect Atsuto's career as an idol. The first page it shows atsuto's debut and Yuki watching, it also says "someone's crying" "only a select few can stand on this stage". Them being in a gay relationship would have destroyed Atsutos career as an idol if they were ever discovered (which it probably would, paparazzi/fans are cray) so Yuki cut it off with an excuse like "we rivals so bye" but for the sake of his love for Atsuto. Just a theory
That's a lovely way of putting it.
That's was amazing
I need more people like you in my life