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I’m sorry, but the ml's reason for torturing the fl just feels childish to me. He comes off like a boy picking on a girl just because he likes her. He could’ve moved on from their childhood issues, especially since his dad was a cheater and not a good person, but instead, he’s just using it as an excuse to hurt her.

The backstory is really good compared to the present where it’s mostly just smut and barely any story.

Yes! Radan has been through a lot, so I really hope you can try to understand him. Yes, he lied, but he didn’t go as far as to kill you, and that says a lot about how deeply he cares. I just hope that when you finally meet again, you don’t take it out on him or treat him harshly.

I don’t know why, but I felt so proud when ishino acknowledged that he has many lovers I also really love how open he is with others instead of putting on that usual tsundere act. And the way he’s sweet and playful with nemeth, even without realizing it, just shows how comfortable he is with him the most.

whyyyyy boksill

Uh oh… I honestly don’t know how the seme can redeem himself after this. From what I see, he just love-bombed the uke without even trying to understand him or his situation — even after the uke trusted him enough to open up about his trauma. At this point, I think the uke should face his struggles on his own, especially since no one’s truly on his side, and let the seme realize his mistakes — but never go back to him.

the seme was no better than those who violated and abused uke, i don't why i expected him to save uke when it's obvious he only thinks about is his lust. i feel bad for the uke but this is quite nice for a short story, there's definitely a message.

first time seeing drunk child

I really love how the MC is finally speaking up about his feelings and all the resentment he’s kept inside. It’s such a contrast from how calm and composed he used to be, and it just shows how drained and vulnerable he is now. Honestly, I wish the story ended with him running away — the seme doesn’t deserve him.

Wtf, he actually lived? I thought it was just censorship, but the shot really missed — and now they’re showing a backstory where Jaeha didn’t actually kill Yujun’s parents, but saved him instead. That felt pretty random, especially since the early chapters heavily implied that Jaeha did kill them, which was supposedly what led Yujun to become a gangster. But oh well, it’s clear the author wants to justify Jaeha’s actions and give him a redemption arc. I was expecting this to be one of those iconic tragic yaois, but now I just hope the author can do justice to the direction the story is taking.